Series (s-1): The BROKEN TRUST

A must read and a very interesting true life Story on the tragedy of a young pretty girl.

Episode 01

....we sat beside each other as we watched a home video.
My heart pounding rapidly as I waited for him
to make the first move, but he simply sat beside me like a log of wood, focusing
all his attention to the movie, which really got on my nerves...
"what is wrong with this boy? " I wondered unhappily .
That day was the third time I was spending my evening with him,
Yet he failed to notice my moves, instead he behaved like a priest,
distancing himself from me as if I was an evil spirit.
Williams is an attractive and handsome young guy, who caught my fancy right from
the first day I packed into the new lodge {hostel}.

Unlike most guys in the lodge, he kept to himself and behaved like a saint, winning
my heart with his godly behaviour and calm life style.
But getting him to reciprocate my good gestures towards him is a very big task.
His intense behaviour soon began irritating me, forcing me to make up my mind not
to visit him again after that evening.
Because I had my pride to protect, which really was more important than my
fondness for him.
Williams was in 300 level, while I was in my 2nd year in the university.

My feelings for him were really strong and divine, but I couldn't display my emotions
the way I wanted, without appearing cheap and disgusting.
Finally by 8 pm, the movie ended.
I sighed and got up from his bed, "good night "
I said to him unhappily, but surprisingly, he held my hand strongly and looked up at
me with fire in his eyes,
"Please don't go yet, there's something I wish to tell you" he pleaded.
I gazed into his eyes and smiled,
"finally he is living up to expectation "
I reasoned, "please sit down "
He begged humbly.
I rolled my eyes and sat beside him.

I know you do trust me a little, that's why I'm the only guy you always visit in this
lodge, But I can no longer keep mute because it's killing me silently.
I have been dreaming and praying to have someone like you. Please will you grant
my request and be my girlfriend??
I fell in love with you from the very first day I saw you packed into this lodge.

He pleaded nervously with shaking lips.
I stared at him coldly even though I was very happy inside.
"I don't think it will be possible, let's just be friends" I replied and stood up.
He tried to draw my hand, but
I snatched it from his grasp, "good night we will see tomorrow" i murmured, gave
him one last look and left for my room.
I rushed into my room, hugged my teddy bear happily and heaved a sigh of relief.
I was very much delighted.
"At last, hmmmm "
I murmured happily, falling asleep and dreaming of good times.

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By 6 am the following morning, I heard a gentle knock on my door and when I got to
the door, there stood Williams with his hands in his trouser pocket smiling at me.
"Good morning" I greeted him and yawned,

I'm so sorry for disturbing you this early he said, it's just that I was unable to sleep
last night.

He explained nervously.
I let him into my room, he settled on my chair and kept me company, while I brushed
and freshened up...
"seriously I still find it hard to chat with you"
He confessed,
You are indeed funny, you made me laugh, big guy like you, anyways I don't think it is
a good thing to be shy before a girl,
Moreover you like guys who are bold and manly too"
I said jokingly. He smiled and stared at me.
"Hope I didn't offend you with my behaviour last night??"
He asked curiously, I'm so sorry about it,
He apologized with a drawn face.

I breathed deeply, summoned courage, advance towards him and sat on his laps,
planting a kiss on his cheek which left him totally surprised.
"let's forget about last night " I murmured, got up from his body and returned to my
bed.
He stared at me with a coloured face filled up with surprise... "
If he is smart guy he will figure out that my kiss is an invitation "
I reasoned as I waited for his reaction.
Though I really forced myself to plant that kiss on his cheek in order for him to feel
free with me.
Seriously I have never met a complete introvert like Williams,
"perhaps he might still be a virgin " I reasoned.

I sat on my bed with a calm smile,
Looking up at him our eyes met... When a girl is attracted to a guy, anything can
happen.
He opened his mouth to say something, but no voice came out.
He swallowed hard in embarrassment and got up.
"are you going back to your room"
I asked anxiously, he nodded.
"Yea I didn't warm my soup last night, let me go and check if it has spoilt "
He managed to say before leaving.
I looked away unhappily, even though I didn't make it look so obvious that I was
unhappy.

Williams really was the kind of guy
Most girls do dream of because not only was he handsome but wealthy too, He is
also the quiet type.
I knew he really loved me, but the problem was that he is a shy type and his manner of approach.
He was scared of making the first move, which was then left for me to encourage
him decently, because I wanted him.

He was scared of making the first move, which was then left for me to encourage
him decently, because I wanted him.
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By 12 noon I went over to My best friend's room, where I collected three different
movies, after collecting the movies she started teasing me,

babe you prefer watching movies alone with that your hostel boyfriend who doesn't
talk to anyone right?

She Joked, and I laughed,
"leave him for me please, it's none of your business? "
I asked and rolled my eyes.
She sighed playfully....
Kate is My very good friend, and the only girl who really understands my life style,
but however she had one problem.
"Kate is a guy freak, she easily falls for guys "
Though she has really suffered a lot in their hands yet she still kept on giving
herself away so easily.
She was living with her man Lucas,
Who equally was the person who helped me secure my hostel accommodation.
Not withstanding she is a very nice girl with a soft nature and down to earth,
Kate is the type that can sacrifice her happiness for others.
With the three "CD plates" In my hand,
I walked straight to Williams room.
He happily let me in, devouring me with his eyes as I settled down.

I sat on the floor as I watch the movies, hoping he would make advances once
again.
Actually my mind was not in the movie I was watching, Though I know my behaviour
appeared desperate, but I did what I did because I had to.
I just sat and waited with a pounding heart...
I was watching the last movie when I noticed him sit beside me on the floor,
With two bottles of malt and a packet of crackers biscuit,
Which made me smile to myself, as I focused my eyes on the television screen
though I was eagerly waiting for his move.
"Cindy here is Cola "
He managed to joke while I smiled, and looked at him in appreciation.

We ate the biscuit and drank the coke in silence, as I returned my focus back to the
movie once again,
Even though I caught his eyes severally rolling all over my body...
He later held my hand gently,
Which really made me look at him with surprise, and he appealed to me with his
eyes.

please accept me into your life,
I'm not a bad person, I promise and swear to keep your dignity and respect intact, I
truly love you, he begged.

"You said you swear?"
I asked, and he said yes
"I swear "
I rolled my eyes and said nothing.
"please answer me "
He pleaded desperately.
Seriously seeing him beg me,
really gladdened my heart, but I just pretended as if he was disturbing my peace.
"what do you want me to say? "
I asked while he drew his face closer to mine.
"please just say yes"
He whispered.
I looked into his eyes and saw love,
desire and honesty in it, while his lips looked so fresh and soft that I felt like kissing
him,
But I controlled myself and looked away.
"Pls just give me time, I will think about it "
I replied
But surprisingly and out of nowhere, he drew my face to his, and kissed my lips
tenderly, while I closed my eyes as if I felt the warm taste of his lips...

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But I soon got myself and gently pushed away his face, while he looked at me
gratefully and happy too
"Cindy I must confess that I have never felt this way before" he added
I looked away and closed my eyes briefly, though I really felt something strong when
we kissed which I have never felt for any guy before, not even for my ex...

I was unable to concentrate on the remaining part of the movie I was watching
after I broke the kiss because all my thoughts were now on him, and even though I was the one who broke the kiss, I still feel like kissing him again, but then I had to
control myself to avoid appearing desperate.
And so I stood up few minutes later, while he stared at me with his innocent face
which always makes me lose focus....
"let me go and sleep, I'm so tired "
I said to him with a smile, while he equally stood up as well and held my hand.
"will you come once you are done sleeping?"
He asked with a pleading face,
While I looked down "I will try " I replied,
But instead of letting me go, he drew closer to me, raised my face up with his palms
and kissed me again,
While My soul melted and I didn't know when I kiss him back briefly, before pushing
him away.

I immediately I ran out his room without looking back....
As I lay on my bed that evening,
I battle with my thoughts and emotions, as I prayed for him to be real, because I
really do not want to repeat the mistake I made with my ex, who equally looked so
honest when I first met him, and was so much in love with him then,
That I freely gave him my virginity...
Tears fell off my eyes as I remembered how he took my most precious asset, and I
swallowed hard as I bit my lips.

I knew I could never get over that trauma, because I knew the pain I passed through that fateful night.
I thought he really loved me, just because he looked decent and said those words I
wished to hear.

This is the problem every girl is likely to face, because we never really can tell or
know the guy who really loves us.
Moreover they all appear good and decent at first sight. That you won't really see the
wolf in them. The love you have for him will blind your sense of reasoning from his
faults and before you know what had hit you, it's already too late...
My thoughts really drew much tears from my eyes that evening,
and before I knew what was happening,
I was already crying deeply,
As my mind played back on how I lost my virginity to Mike my ex..

It's something that touched my soul, spirit and body,
but I didn't know it was just a game to him.
Only God will judge us all and
Here is the story of how I lost my treasure...

To be continued.....

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