Heavy Rain Dusk {part 1}

The atmosphere of silence, the heavy winds and the birds flying here and there. And on the hill behind my campus, being a witness, my sorrow begins. When I want to catch up with Merry (my best friend) on my campus hill. Because I promise to give him a gift in the form of dolls and white roses that I prepared 1 day before. Because it was his birthday.

However, it was just wasted waiting to give Merry a gift from me. Because after I got to the back of my campus, I saw Frey (Merry's sister) expressing her feelings to Merry where Merry and I always sat together, joking together and singing together watching birds fly and see the whole city.

It felt like the first time I felt disappointed and sad. I wonder in my heart, am I in love with Merry? Oh God, do not let me fall in love with Merry, he's just my best friend not more than that. I did not want to damage my friendship with Merry cuman because of my love with him. But honestly I can not lie if I love her.



"Hi Merry ..." replied the Frey
"Eh Kak Frey, why Merry is here?" Merry replied
"Yeah ... Brother Begin ye ngikutin you, mahaya sister know you here" replied the Frey
"Oh yes yes Sister, sit yuk, while temenin Merry, nungguin my friend the Rian" replied Merry
"Eeee, Mer actually sister here want to talk about something with you" replied the Frey
Holding Merry's hand, Frey immediately expressed his feelings to Merry
"Sister Honestly has long liked Merry, since the time of basketball training. Brother wants Merry so sister's boyfriend, Merry willing "said the Frey with a convincing face.
Merry took Frey's hand away
"I'm confused Kak, give me time yes, to answer all this" Merry replied
And the Frey was willing to give time to Merry to answer his feelings. After that incident, I just left, afraid to disturb them both, and brought a doll and a white rose that I will give to Merry. But amid the journey to my boarding house, I met with Merry.

Nyet ... wait for you, eh where are you ... I wait for you on the hill, why not come? "Merry replied by giving a smile to me
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY is so good, and congratulations on making it", this is a gift for you "with a sad tone and my face a bit pale
"Congratulations what the hell nyet, thanks yes gift, but kok your face pale, you sick yes?" Reply Merry by rubbing my face
"Nah okay anything, maybe kecapek'an, I'm sorry yeah I was not hilly to give him" replied me by removing the hand Merry who wiped my face
"Yeah already nyet, take care of health yes, oh yes tomorrow together yes the way to the campus, we go together, there is I want to confide with you. okay "Merry answered me
"Yes I already, I go home first, Assalamualaikum" replied me

In the morning with a bright atmosphere in the unfortunate city. Merry and I walk both ways to campus, amid the journey, Merry told yesterday's incident that I think bitter it to me. About Frey who expressed her feelings to her.
"Eh nyet ... you know not, Kak Frey cool basketball player on our campus" answered Merry
"Yeah, know ... why emang" guman me
"Yesterday I was nunggui you on the hill behind the campus, he approached me know not nyet, and he shoot me, imagine Kak Frey already cool pinter man basketball, shoot me, seneng raanya deh. "Merry told me.
"Hold on" I replied
"But I have not answered, I need time Nyet, but I want to be his girlfriend he" replied Merry
With a short reply, I answer it to accept it.
"Yes I've received aja" I replied
Nah feels you both arrived campus.

When the lecture was over, I followed Merry to his class, but my pace stopped after seeing Frey in Merry's class, and saw them both engrossed in jokes, and Merry said merrily that he wanted to be his girlfriend Frey,
"Sister, I want to answer, which yesterday, honestly I also like the big brother, and I want to accept kakag so girlfriend Merry" said Merry to Frey

With a sense of disappointment and sadness, I went straight and ran to the place where I used to be with Merry sitting both back hill campus. At that moment I poured my disappointment at the flying bird, and screamed at the sight of the vast landscape in front of the hill. And after the incident, sms him, I never bales, and he was also my phone never responded, and until 1 month running, I finally try to contact Merry number, but it turns out the number Merry is not active anymore. And when that's when I feel lonely, Merry who always every night say, "have nice dream my friend nyet" now there is no more spoken. I do not know, now I've forgotten Merry, Merry who is now not the Merry I once knew. Gundah depicted on my identity at that time..
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