Witness You Mute And Me

I'm still glued under the rain that is getting bigger and bigger. I enjoyed it, the water drops from the sky again landed in my head. Aaah very fresh, my problem seemed carried away by the roar of the growing water. My name is Mega. I am the only child of my parents. I have no brothers, brother or sister. Actually I'm so lonely, there's no place for me to complain other than mom and dad. This afternoon rain seemed to re-awaken all my memories with Hendy. People I love so far. Hmm, the rain is always a memorial, and what's that. I love the rain, I'm always happy to scratch the freshness. Not that I'm not afraid to get sick, but it's a habit that keeps me playing water when it's raining, when I'm 17 years old next month. Haha seems like I do not care.

"Megaa ...." A familiar voice in my ear. It must be Hendy, she will lecture me again. I mumbled to myself.
"I'm tired of scolding you! I'm tired of nagging in front of you! I'm afraid something happened to you! Come on Megaaa I love you, stop being a kindergarten kid who always plays with rain, "he said. I was silent, I pulled his hand, and made him under the rain with me.
"Come on Hendy, it's fun! I'm just like you, I'm tired of giving a million reasons so I can play water without your lecture, I'm afraid something bad happens to you, and another one! I love you more than you !! Ha ha ha.."

"Please listen to me!" Suddenly Hendy hugged me.
"What do you want to say? I heard you! Let me go! I'd rather dance in the rain than the stuffy in your arms! "
"Mega! I'm serious! This time try not to think I'm always kidding! "
I paused ..
"Well, please speak Hendy Kurnia Aggata!"
"I love you.."
"Only that? Ah I know that. "



"Please listen first, I'm not done yet!" Looks like he's getting annoyed with my behavior.
"Mega, I just want to tell you, I love you, love you, I want to always be there for you, but all will not happen, I have to throw away all my taste and wishes!" His face looks to hide something. "What do you mean? I do not understand! Do you want to end this relationship? Why? What's your excuse? "I started to screw up. He turned, as if reluctant to look at me.

I'm getting married Meg next week. Well next week! "Her voice was husky.
"Ah you're kidding, I can not believe you! Your age is only 20. You already have anything to marry? Besides which woman will you marry? "I still can not believe her words. He was still behind me, until he looked back and hugged me.
"I love you, actually I do not want to get married so soon, married to a woman I do not know who, married to my mother's choice woman," Hugs tighter. "I'm sorry Mega ..." his voice hoarse, as if he was crying. Is this real? Ah I still can not believe it.

I let go of his embrace, unconsciously, from the time my tears fell along with the rain.
"Why are you doing this Hen? I love you! I do not want to lose you!"
"Mega .. This is not my will. Do you know? I love my mother so much, I can not resist it! "
"Never mind, I hate you! I do not want to see you again! Go! Blessed with everything you want! "I ran through the rain. He's chasing me, holding my arm.
"Mega! What I want you! Please understand! I also find it difficult to make this choice! "
"Never mind Hen, if that's what your mother wants, it's okay, I understand."

Huuuhh .. I'm too hypocritical to say that I understand, because actually I really do not want to understand, I want to be selfish with my choice to have Hendy, but God said otherwise. It's Hendy's hug for the last, she hugs me, kisses my forehead. I hugged him crying in his arms. This is a farewell, which I never wanted. This rain seemed to bear witness to the sadness between us.......................................