Be brave, everything will be fine.

My sister and me ☺️

I don’t know how to start this blog coz I should’ve write about the girl he loves but she’s not worthy of my time and instead I’d like to write about my older sister. Our older sister and my blog is called, “Be brave, everything will be fine.”

Childhood memories. I can’t remember most of it coz as you know I’m already 26 now. Lol but all I remember is that we’ve been into fights and mother would let us kneel in salts everytime we do something bad. I’m not very observant when I was young so I’ll just tell you what my mama told us about her. Well when she’s a kid, she helps mom do the chores. Do the dishes, cleans the house, washing and ironing our clothes and well, fetching pails of water! HAHAHA and yep! She’s that strong.

Adulthood comes when she finally met friends and her long term bf. I can say that we’re not that close but we should coz we’re sisters and she has no choice but to deal with me. Lol! Or maybe because she’s not that showy but above all that, I knew she cares. She cares for me and our family. She won’t admit or say it but I know she loves me coz you wanna know why? She had done things that she thought I never notice but I did. When I was in college, my parents were jobless and yeah, she’s the one helping them. And since I’m the one who’s sickly and most weak, I don’t contribute much in my family but to just study. She’s the one who spoils me. Buy me clothes and stuffs. She even gave her old phone when she bought a new one. If I ask something, she’d give it to me but not all coz as you all know, we don’t earn much. Hehe And so, she’s the one I look up to and I’d like to do the same thing for my brother too. I never know about her struggles coz she never shows it and above all, she’s that strong!

So while I write this blog, I’m here in the hospital with her and mom with a 2% batt left on my phone. Just last week she told mama that she’s pregnant and that’s when I found out too. She’s been dealing it the hard way maybe because it will be her first baby. I won’t talk about the exact matter for privacy purposes. And right now? I get too sad. If only I can do things just to make the situation better. If only God would just give me that challenges and not her because she don’t deserve it. She’s too good and I’m the bad one and so why not me? I should’ve be the one. But I know God won’t gives us trials we couldn’t handle. We just have to trust His plans in our life. So be brave, everything will be fine! And above all of this, she’s that strong.

Before I end this, I hope you’re not mad coz I’m posting this. I just hope it’ll lift your spirit up and always know that we’re always here for you. ❤️