She said that she would never forget about me (There are no good days, now they are only days)

She said that she would never forget about me. That's what she said as she walked away, while my lips still felt the heat of her last kiss, kisses of those lips so soft, so sweet and perfect, now I feel empty and meaningless. After that there were no good days, now it was just days, days full of pain and memories tormenting me.

his memory increases this emptiness, I keep thinking about it. his stubbornness and beauty, his beautiful smile, the most beautiful smile that has ever existed, that smile that filled my happiness and wounded heart. smile that gave me life and now without it I feel that life has no sense whatsoever, I spend the days immersed in the alchohol looking for answers, without any response I continue to suffer full of pain and grief. Damn, I miss her smile, I miss her every damn second. his voice, his laughter, his kisses so warm and sweet, his tender and honest look, every gesture and detail of his being. I want to die, I want to disappear if I'm not with her.

There are no good days, now they are only days... 

  Even when times are shit, and you feel you’re covered under a heavy load of dark feelings, there is always beauty, there is always hope. But we might not see it, because of the clouds in our heads, doesn’t mean the stars aren’t out there. Wait and be still. Stop running. And never lose hope. Look up and breath. Live. 

 

"Ain't no sunshine when she's gone It's not warm when she's awayAin't no sunshine when she's gone and she always gone too longAnytime she goes away"[Ain't no sunshine - Bill Withers]

  Eso fue lo que ella dijo mientras se alejaba , mientras mis labios aun sentían el calor de su ultimo beso , beso de aquellos labios tan suaves , tan dulces y perfectos , ahora me siento vació y sin sentido. luego de eso ya no hubo días buenos , ahora solo eran días , días llenos de dolor y de sus memorias atormentándome. su recuerdo acrecienta este vacío, no paro de pensar en ella . su terquedad y belleza, su hermosa sonrisa , la mas bella sonrisa que ha existido , esa sonrisa que llenaba de felicidad mi podre y herido corazón . sonrisa que me dio vida y ahora sin ella siento que la vida no posee sentido alguno , paso los días sumido en el alcohol buscando respuestas , sin respuesta alguna sigo sufriendo lleno de dolor y pena . maldita sea, extraño su sonrisa , la extraño cada maldito segundo . su voz , su risa , su besos tan cálidos y dulces , su tierna y honesta mirada , cada gesto y detalle de su ser . quiero morir , quiero desaparecer si no estoy con ella.