Why do you deserve to live? Why not commit suicide?

in #commit6 years ago


These are two of the changes I made today for other people, one by spending money and ordering an electrician and the other by working manually with a needle and a bit of cement to cover.
When a person thinks that he has no meaning or role in the world, he can remember that with a lot of money he can change his environment. A big change
taught us that we do not have the courage to change. Our role has not taught us to be able to get out of this framework of living in our mothers' homes. For ourselves and not for others as well.

It was a job commissioned by an electrician, it was not expensive and if so, I had enough money and it would pay off. I also changed a light bulb in the same building even though they did not pay electricity. Maybe it will encourage them to change themselves, just because they have decided not to pay electricity and leave the socket exposed to all and in such a situation does not eliminate its potential to be dangerous. I was willing to spend the day on others and in the future it would certainly come back to me indirectly if not today directly directly!

I did the second work myself, it was iron here that came out of the floor and people would encounter it, especially at night.
My mother told me today that she bumped into this iron himself, and so did my neighbors. One said that this iron could have killed even certain people if they had fallen hard. In the picture in front of me, it is already twisted from the thorn I threw at it. Afterward, I twisted it to such a level that the hole could be covered with cement ... I hurried on and did not take a picture on a cell phone afterwards, which decorated a small heart with silver sprays ... I certainly prevented people from bumping into their legs with this unpleasant and perhaps even dangerous iron. Suffering has prevented people from ... Less reason to be angry and to miss faces is great!

I did not start with big things. The more I learn about myself and recall the things that have caused me suffering in my life, I also know that I can change what is now and correct for others as well.
I create spontaneity and because of great pressure and physical weakness I receive a sum of money from the state that helps me, but I arranged my life so that a lot of the sums I get can be spent on others and I have a lot of time to do for others.
A person may think that he has lost consciousness, people will tell him that he is worthless, and that the thoughts and words that surround him. Those who came there because of people who oppressed him and took the wind out of the sails are a prison for himself, and he sometimes believes that the bars are real and real. I started small things like giving a shekel for a person ... At the age of 20, I danced a big dance or made an enthusiastic pose every time I gave a shekel. They made a great effort to depress me and to make it into my head that my actions were not worthy of admiration in various excuses, religious, political, philosophical, psychological, or social.

I sat and cleared my mind about what I could do for people who would actually make it easier and better for them and I would also know that what I did was also in a logical and useful way. If I do not dance today because of such acts, it is not really because of people, but mainly because I found that I took it from a painted series and how I do not identify with the characters anymore, although actually I actually learned from all the computer games I played that I can change reality and good! I can create a better future for those around me, or at least, already, I've created a better present!

It is in your hands to keep what I and others do for society, if a danger has been created, we live to repair, we can repair, we come to benefit others, even with little money, even with a lot! I do all these things to show that it's not worth killing! That one can not commit suicide, because many people can come out of things, some of whom he dreamed of doing, and some he did not expect to be able to do ... others objected, others did not believe, but even if my road was not the most glorious I managed to twist this iron and cover it with cement, To me it's not my job. I invited the municipal inspectors for them, but I knew that it would take a long time for someone to correct, so I took the work on myself and certainly saved for the whole in different ways!

Many times we are given excuses why we should not do anything, threaten us even with punishment and losses ... I found that I was afraid of the other and not of the truth or of God or of preventing future and present better! People, their talk and resistance and the denial of conditions, and various excuses can prevent us from changing and even prevent suffering or distress from others. I was afraid of people, but truth and God were important to me this time! Start small things If you are afraid to do something great straight or you lack the knowledge or ability to do, there are many small things that can be changed and if we all wanted to do it together we could create a very impressive reality and a good future and a good present even now!

The biggest thing is that no one but the knowledge and the recognition that it benefits other people and how much it can change for them is the one that made me do it and not because someone forced me to. From my place and the resources I had chosen, I chose to get up and change here, with pleasure and great will ...

The only boss that was for me was ideals and though

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