Bad dreams: Dreaming my laptop broke made my dress wet of teardrops

The laptop is my life. I cannot breathe without my laptop (Not literal meaning of Breathe). My laptop helped a lot of people including my family and siblings. Half of my life depends on my laptop. What should I do if my laptop has gone?For sure I will cry a lot.

Last night I was having a bad dreamed, dreamed that my laptop has been broken. I can't even breathe because I was crying, for real I really cry. My husband woke me up and asked what is happening. I woke-up without spirit and check directly my laptop. I was crying while I hugged my laptop. I cried because I am sad that about my dream, that the laptop is broken. After I noticed my dress is super wet with the teardrops.

Oh, God! Please don't, don't let my bad dreams happened as I cannot accept. My laptop is already 5 yrs in my hand. I don't know what to do if my laptop were gone. My laptop is elder to my younger daughter. I took care my laptop very well. Even if someone gives me free still I don't want to give my laptop in exchange. Honestly, I bought a netbook which I used in school. My hubby asked me to buy something new which like my laptop. I totally don't agree, I value my laptop as I value my life.

In short no one can change my laptop. I was depending on my laptop and even this laptop is a bit old but still I liked this, how I love my life then that's how I love my laptop too. This is part of my life. My laptop is the one who provides the needs of everybody, me, my family and my siblings. That's why even in the dream, I cried a lot how much more if it happens personally. Huhuhu, for sure I cannot move on. I will really cry a lot. I am praying that it won't happen because even in my mind I don't want to give way this laptop.