Little Cherine Book 01 - BPost065
.....This is the girl, my Amazon, who I chose to help my Cherine?”
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She stared up at me and saw the very real anger in me. I turned to Dommi. “Her I forgive. You I do not. You have lived with me too long and known my way of thinking. Since when do you think I would have chanced hurting or killing one innocent person. How dare you do that in my name. How dare you stand by and allow this baby to imprison my Cherine and Wendy. You dare talk to me about me changing, that I would never hurt those I love? You!!”
She cringed, her confidence gone, not really thinking for herself because of my barrage of accusations - which were pure drivel.
“Both of you, pull yourselves together, we are returning home right now. I am warning you, if either Wendy or Cherine have been caused any harm by you, this will not be the end of the matter.”
Sam began, “The protector...”
“Fuck the protector. You silly girl, it is a part of me. All I have to do is kill it off. Then we would be at the mercy of everyone.”
Sam asked, “Robert, before we go. I have to know, the green motes...”
“…are still in me and that is where they will stay. They were just a communication tool. I have invited the Sparklers to return, I will need the motes so as to save that damn green cloud.”
The sudden silence gave me the feeling that even their hearts had stopped beating as they stared at me with eyes made huge by their shock. “What do you mean?”
I shrugged. “Once they understood how much harm they’ve caused, they wanted to commit suicide. I told them to go and think. If they see no alternative, I made them promise to return and let us help them find a solution to their predicament.”
Dommi was the first to look up at me with joy in her eyes. “Oh god Samantha, only Roberto would do something crazy like that. It is our Robert.” She burst out crying, sobs tearing at her as she felt what she considered her betrayal of me. Sam collapsed on to the carpet, looking up at me with tears.
Tenderly I asked them, “If the two of you could bear to kiss me without cringing in fear of becoming infected with my craziness, I really would appreciate some kisses. It has been too long since I had some loving.”
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I had not exaggerated. I was dying for the feel of my lovely girls, the fragrant scent of their hair and skin, their girlie sex smells. I yearned for the taste of them on my tongue and the physical feeling of them against my body.
However, too many people had fought this battle with me and they all needed to know they can relax and sleep easy again. My home was too small to fit them all, so Alki opened his old home for the occasion.
I decided it would be far better they experience my Sparkler meeting directly. Cherine, my protector and I did a brief experiment and found we could do it. We told them to relax and close their eyes, to open their minds to us. I started from the moment of my instructions to Sam and the protector. I wanted everyone to understand why she had acted as she had.
I did not censor one second we shared. I let them see all that I had, including those very personal moments when the Sparklers had drawn out of me my loves, my fears, my hatreds and nightmares. Being a part of me they understood and rejoiced when I did and shared the other feelings as if they were their own.
At my meeting with Solomon, at my naming of him there were some giggles of nervousness. Finally it was over, I was back. Then I made them continue, see what I had gone through. There were tears, mostly from Sam and when they opened their eyes they all remained silent for a long time.
Themi was the first to speak. His voice betrayed an awe that made me cringe.
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“Robert, if you were to die this moment, do nothing else in your life. If you were to live a life of hedonism and debauchery, you would still be the greatest man who has ever lived. You did not only save Earth, not even just the aliens. You saved all of life throughout the Universe. How do we bear living with you from now onwards?”
That broke me up. As they began to realise why I was laughing they all joined in. Every time I tried to speak I would get hysterical again and set them off - with Themi not getting an opportunity to correct what he said or what he meant. Then the comments started, from the girls of course. They all seemed to have something to say about ‘bearing to live with me’, all that is except for Sam and Dommi. Even in my laughter I worried how to repair the damage within them. Cherine had not stopped sending them all my feelings and thoughts and the two girls burst into tears. That sobered me up.
I knelt in front of Sam. “Can you not see my love? Why do you think I showed all of them my instructions to you. I was an idiot. I placed a burden an adult could not bear on my little daughter. Why? Because you are so obedient, intelligent and most of all, because I trust you. And you obeyed. As you grow up you will realise that I was very stupid and unfair to you. My love, I knew also how much you love Cherine, that she trusts you, that your advice would be heeded. I did not want Cherine to have to bear my burden alone.
Those are my excuses, but not my justification. I only ask that you do not grow to hate or despise me for being so thoughtless in placing this mess upon you. I did not even help you by suggesting how you could decide if I was still the Robert you love. To tell you the truth, I still have no idea. Please do not take on yourself the guilt.”
I held her to me until her sobs had quietened. Even during this I was speaking directly to my Dommi, soothing her, apologising for saying those things to hurt her in London. I showed her why I had done it and pleaded for her forgiveness. I showed her my need to hold her, but that our baby needs me more at this moment.
They were all sensitive to my needs and those of my little girls and they left any questions they had for another time. As they drifted off and we got ready to return home, I turned to Sam. “I know your friend should also be shown what you all saw. Will you forgive me if I make them wait a day? I really need to hold you all to me and love you. The truth is, I also need some sleep. My body may have had more than it’s fair share of sleep, but during these months I have only had about an hour of sleep. Last night I could not sleep in peace, I was too worried about all of you. I’m pooped.”
“I am confused Robbie. You want to make love or sleep?”
“Could we find a way for me to make love to you in my sleep Wendy?”
I laughed at her dismay and picking her up swung her around, her slim little legs flying higher than my head. I had forgotten or ignored my weakened state. I slipped and she flew out of my hands as I fell. I screamed as I saw her smashing head first into the wall. As I rushed to her and grabbed her I felt that she was gone. Her neck was broken. I screamed to Cherine, “Get her back, oh god, please get her back.” Cherine’s body collapsed as she left and Dommi followed her.
My healer was already within her, repairing the damage. If only Cherine could bring her back in time. It took an eternity before I sensed her returning. Soon as I felt her heart beating again and the presence of her soul back in her body I lost control and blacked out with the despair and guilt of my clumsiness.
I woke up in my own bed, the girls all still awake by my side, even though it was nearly dawn. Dommi reached her hand out to touch my face and pulled away as I cringed. Cherine burst into tears as I stared at them in fear. Wendy threw herself onto me, holding me tightly as she cried. Instinctively I put my arms around her and tried to soothe her, but the memory of her broken body, the guilt of having killed her was a poison that held me in its terror. That ‘steel band’ I’d thought I had placed to make me strong had totally dissolved and I was being torn apart again.
The only one who did not seem to be affected was my little gypsy girl. Tina was close to the bed, by my side, as she sat back on her heels and stared at me. “Here we go again.” She laughed. “You ever going to change daddy?”
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Cherine and Dommi turned on her in anger, but I could not help giving her a small grin. It was more a grin of sadness than humour. “It seems not my dark magic eyes; I keep on hurting those I love.”
“You want me to tell you your fortune? I’m quite good at it, must be the gypsy in me.”
“I’m not in the mood for games right now sweetheart.”
“This is no game. I do not even have to be a gypsy. I do not even have to be a grown up. Even a baby can see. You complain that we do not play like children, how can we? You refuse to grow up and be the adult who cares for us, forcing us to be the adults to watch over you. You think you are the ultimate protector so if you make a mistake and we cry, or you slip and hurt one of us, or even kill us, you must bear such a terrible guilt! You must hide from us and punish yourself. Maybe soon you will be demanding that we punish you too, by not loving you anymore? Is that it?” She was always so quiet and demure that I was shocked. She moved off her haunches onto her knees and chanted, “Wendy died. You killed Wendy. Wendy died.” I stared at her in horror. “Wendy is alive. She is alive. Wendy is alive. See? Why horror for the first part, but no reaction for the second? Who brought her back to life daddy? Who has made sure that none of us need fear death ever again? Can’t you see that we only live with one big fear in our lives? That you will leave us again. Is that how you want this daughter of yours to grow up - with that fear?”
I shook my head and then the tears came. Those last words of hers reached deep into me and changed something. I knew that from now on, however much I may hurt within myself, I will never show it again to my girls. Cherine sensed it and she began to cry.
“Oh Tina my baby, what have you done? You have changed our Robert. I wanted him as he was. You are teaching him to hide from us.” As she sobbed I felt her tears within me. It is too late I thought, the door has closed. I will not have another child ever say those words to me again. Never!
Dommi grabbed Tina, threw her over her lap and smacked her hard. As her hand came down for the second smarting blow I caught it. She glared at me.
“It is time the girls learn some discipline.” She grabbed Tina by the shoulders, pulling her up so that she faced her eye to eye, her rage almost unreasonable. “How dare you, you little brat. What made you think you have the right to speak to your father like that. What has he ever done that gives you the right to wound and change him. Did we all agree? Do you think he is yours only? What the hell are you crying for! Who gave you the right to cry - you stole from your father the right to cry, but you are allowed to?
He killed, by accident, a person he loves. So he healed her, you think that takes away the guilt and pain? You selfish little…baby, because it hurts you to see him suffer you find the ultimate weapon to force him to keep his pain hidden from us! You destroyed a part of him that we all love without consulting us, asking our opinion. I am fed up of you babies. You think you know all and act on that ignorance. Next one that does it will, I promise, Robert or no Robert, you will remember it for a long time. Now turn back into the baby you are so that I can put you in the crib where you belong.”
Dommi then turned to Cherine, “Get yourself ready. You are coming in with me. Meli, stay as you are, we need you to come with. Wendy, lie down on him and come into him with us. Robert, you will open yourself up to us. Do not dare to even think of fighting us. We have a bit of surgery to do and you will not resist, you hear?”
I lay back in wonder; how my Dommi has grown! I felt them all enter my mind. I became sleepy and lost track of them, just vaguely aware of them doing something within me.
I woke up, listening to the breathing of my loved ones. I remembered my need to make love to them, the joy with which I had spun my Wendy around and our return home. How was it we then just fell asleep? I really must have been more exhausted than I realised.
It caught me by surprise to see the babies all in their crib, except for Meli. She lay next to me and I saw her eyelids were not fully closed, the darkness of her eyes showing within the slits. I suddenly realised she was not asleep, she was peeping. She saw the game was up and grinned at me.
I whispered to her, “Sam?” She nodded to the crib and I saw her there. Quietly I got up and lifted my little baby. Sam looked up at me and her eyes crinkled as she gave me her baby smile. Again I whispered softly, by her ear. “I need to hold and love you. Feel like growing up a bit for me?” She took me literally and grew within my arms to a three year old.
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“You want me to make love to you at this tiny age?” She put her thumb in her mouth and her eyes huge, she nodded. I decided she has her reasons and climbed back into bed with her in my arms.
I had expected at least a ten year old that I could make love to with the exuberance of love and passion which had flared up in me. Instead I had to be tenderly careful and only kiss and caress my Sam. I loved the baby smell of her and when I reached her tiny labia and parted them I hardly dared to even put my finger in. I used my tongue only to pleasure her until she reached her orgasmic spasms and cried out. I placed her on my chest and softly sipped at her lips and inhaled the milky breath that was so different as it held a hint of her normal baby breath.
“Can you feel how much I love you Sam? Can you feel it?” She nodded and I saw the tears she cried. “Oh my darling, do you forgive me for hurting you?” Her tiny hands cupped my face and I saw adoration in her eyes. I felt I did not deserve it, but it was a balm to my tortured heart. As if she felt it too, she lay her head down on me and with a smile and thumb in mouth, fell asleep. I felt the peace in her and rid myself of my physical needs and slept.
The next day I found out what they had done (we are too close for them to keep secrets) and remembered what I had done to Wendy and what Tina had said. For some reason it did not hurt as it had. I saw through the reasons of her saying it and accepted she had only said it to help me, not out of pain I was causing her. I made sure both Wendy and Tina saw my love and understanding.
Now that I write this I know better and my heart is flooded with love. They threw away the chance of having a stronger, more mature lover, for the sake of allowing me to remain soft and open to them. I see they treasure my weaknesses too and it makes me feel how deeply I am loved.
“Cherine, there is someone you should meet. She keeps on sending you her regards. Would you like to meet her?”
“That Estella of yours?”
I grinned. “Not mine my love, she has a boyfriend and she is in love with him.”
Her eyes betrayed her cheeky feelings, so I knew I was about to be teased. “I was worried for a while until I saw she is sixteen, then I knew she is safe from you, she is too old for your tastes.”
I pretend smacked her bottom. “No jokes of that kind when we meet her, you hear?” She grinned back at me, still amused by her needling of me.
We sat in the flat and waited. I had the feeling she would come and she did.
“Estella, this is Cherine.”
Estella raised an eyebrow as she stared at Cherine, obviously making up her mind she reached out with a huge grin and hugged her, not showing any nervousness. “He is right. I do not know if you are the prettiest, but I can see why he loves you the most. There is something more than pretty about you.”
“Who Estella?”
“A...ahh, the one who tells me about you.”
I grinned at Cherine. “So now we know his name starts with an ‘A’.”
Estella looked worried.
“Why are you worried Estella? Do you think we will do something bad to him?”
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I took her hand and looked her in the eyes. As I did I felt that beneath her apparent goodness, her flighty ways, she hid a lot of pain. I wondered what could it be. Whatever it was it had not made her hard, it had opened her heart to compassion. I also saw the dreams in her and I hoped she would find the strength to try and make them come true, not just compromise with life and give them up as most people do. I decided that I better keep an eye on her and give her a tiny push whenever she needs it. I also saw that she was looking in the wrong direction, her dream was not built upon her own talents and abilities, she would need to be shown that her compassion and empathy should be the focus of her future, finding ways she can contribute to the happiness of others will really give her the peace and joy she is looking for.
“Estella. I realise you do not want to betray a confidence. Think of it from my side. We know you do not have the gift of seeing into our lives. That means someone else is telling you about us. Up to where do you know?”
“I know how the war finished and that you killed Wendy by mistake. I also know what the girls did to you. Are you angry with me?”
Cherine took her other hand and pressed it. “No Estella, we are not angry, we are worried. You do realise that if people get to know about us it could cause us a lot of trouble? Especially for Robert. If you have our story on your computer, someone might find it and that would cause problems for your friend and for us. ”
“Because you are little girls?”
“That and because of our gifts. Please tell us who he is and, if you know, how he knows about us. We will not harm him, I promise.”
“I cannot tell you. Please. Okay, I can tell you he thinks you are only a story he is writing.”
“Robert!”
“It can’t be my love. How would he send it to her? Estella, is his name also Robert?”
“No. I cannot tell you, he would get into trouble.”
“How?”
“He said that even writing a story about a man making love to children could have him sentenced to prison. I know him, he is a very kind man, he spends time chatting with me, trying to help me when I have problems. He is like you Robert. But he is also stupid about his story. If I tell you his name, he will write the story as it happened. He told me that he is not writing the story, the characters themselves decide what to say or do.”
“Does he live in Cyprus?”
“No. He lives far away. I cannot tell you anymore.” She was genuinely upset.
“Estella, please do not worry, we are not trying to get him into trouble. If he is really as good as you say, we would welcome him into our group. Maybe we could help him develop his gift and take him dancing - you know what I mean?”
“I think he would love that. You know Cherine, I think he is a little bit in love with you, even though he only thinks he made you up. He told me once, when I was teasing him, that he has not been loved by anyone for more years than I have been alive and you’ve helped bring his heart back to life.”
“Robert, it does sound like him. I think you must go to Keith’s world and find him. Estella, have you told him that we really exist?”
“No. I am afraid to, he’ll think I am making fun of him and stop sending me the story.”
“But if he is following us, knows of this conversation, then he will realise the truth Estella.”
She gave us a grin. “No Cherine. I think he will just think it is a clever twist to his story. I think he would want it to be true so much that he would not dare to believe.”
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I laughed. Either Estella is ingenious or this ‘A’ person is truly a strange person, almost as crazy as me.
Cherine saw my thought and grinned at me. “Maybe you have met your match Robert.”
“I really would like to meet him.”
Estelle forgot herself and confided, maybe because she sensed we are not a threat to him or her. “I think I met him when I was about three years old, here in Cyprus. He contacted me last year, just about when I was having my birthday. I liked him and since then we chat on the internet. I will not tell you his name or email, but if you want I can send him an email about you.”
“No Estella, it is better he thinks we are just a story.”
“How old was he when you met him?”
“Why?”
“Was he also a child?”
“You want to know how old he is. If I tell you the police will also know if they find his story.”
“How will they find his story?”
“He put it on the internet.” She realised what she had said as soon as she saw my face. “Nobody will believe him Robert. Please do not get cross. I am so stupid, I should not have said that.” She was very upset so I had to soothe her.
“I was just worried that he could have left a trail for them to catch him.”
“He said he is using proxies and mail re-routers. He never uses his real name, except with me. He keeps on asking me to delete his story, but I don’t want to, so I only pretend I did.”
“I hope he is not stupid enough to write what we say today.”
“He will Robert.” Cherine stared at me, her eyes wide with alarm. “We must be careful what we say, he is writing everything down.” She turned to Estella. “Have you met him since you were three years old. Do you know for sure he exists in this world?”
“How would he chat with me if he did not.”
“It could be that he is in an alternate world. Robert, I think that is the answer. I think he is you, but he does not know it.”
Estella objected, “If that is true then I will never meet him again! Anyway, he looks a bit like you, about the same size I think, but he is a lot older than you, so you must be wrong.” I saw Estella did not like the idea of her friend being a Robert.
Cherine told her, “You were just wondering if that explains why your chats keep getting disconnected. Think Estella, if he is really from another Earth, you are contacting another reality. Wouldn’t that be marvellous!”
“Yes. No. I want to meet him. Anyway, how did he phone me then. And he posted me some things.”
Cherine was dismayed. “Estella, we have been trying to help him hide, you should not have said that.”
I asked, “Is he very knowledgeable about the internet?”
She shrugged, but I could sense she was wishing she could get away from us, that we had drawn her in deeper than she’d wanted. “He says he keeps getting attacked when he goes to sites he should not, but he doesn’t lose his data because he keeps it hidden. He offered to send me some programs to help me because I’ve had a virus twice and lost everything.”
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“Shit. If he is using proxies how the hell can he be attacked. Something is wrong here. Estella, you must find out where he is posting our story. I will remove it and make sure his ISP details are hidden. Damn!!”
Cherine saw I had frightened her. “Estella, what does he call our story?”
“LiTTLE CHERiNE.” She spelt it out, with the capitals and small ‘i’s. My face paled as I stared at Cherine.
“That is how…” I shut my mouth quickly.
“He also has pictures or drawings of the girls. One of you when you made yourself little, with Wendy. I like the one of Tina, it is fantastic, even if she is much prettier in real life. Cherine, yours is not so good. It is not nearly as lovely as you are. He doesn’t have your real pictures, I think he finds pictures that look a little like you or draws them.”
“Estella, I need you to do me a favour. Can you show us his copy of the story? I just want to read it.”
“I can’t take you to my home!”
I smiled, “Just copy it onto discs and bring them here - I’ll give you enough money to buy some blank CDs. I can then read it at home.”
“You promise you will not get my…friend into trouble?”
“Robert, you were right, she is nice.”
“Your words honey,” I smiled to see Estella blushing as she obviously recalled my comment about her. “I would never use the word ‘nice’ though. She is actually also quite a sexy little thing.”
Estella was quite glad to get away from us, though she refused to accept money for the CD from me. It pleased me that she is proud.
That evening we all went to dance in the void. The alien friends were there and I was glad to see Sam rush over to her friend. He assured us that if he is allowed to see what happened, the others, on all their Worlds, will share through him. He admitted they are still afraid and worried. They had seen the Sparklers leave, but feared they may have seen where the bulk of their Worlds had gone and were in pursuit of them. I am curious about how they can move their Worlds at such great speed, but kept my questions for much later.
It was apparent, after he shared my memories and sensations, that apart from the confusion caused by the alienness of me, he was stunned. The others gathered around him and they rushed off home without their usual ceremonial style greetings.
We danced, all my girls sharing so much love with me that only the core of me was still my original self. I did not need to be a gypsy or Tina to foretell what the rest of the night and probably most of the next day would be like. This also was the time for me to thank all the healers who had spent months helping me and I made a point of publicly showing my gratitude to our protector.
Socrates was a bit overwhelmed by it all and I was sorry he would not see our Kaleidoscope World yet. I still did not want to be part of the ‘I’ - the memories of the deaths of my girls were still too fresh. All my loves showed a tact that is not native to their personalities, so I knew they had been ‘secretly’ talked to, and no one asked to become our World.
When it was all over, as they began to return to their bodies, I stayed, looking off into the direction the Sparklers had taken and wondered when I will see them again, what they are deciding. I was startled to find that all my girls were silently waiting and watching me. As I re-established my contact with them I found them all bursting with pride and love for me. I decided a fairy godmother must have blessed me when I was born.
It had been such a long time since I had all my girls in bed with me, their bodies tingling with their desire for me. I do not know why, but Diana was burning with a fever which was out of control. I had been giving more of myself to those I felt were in need of reassurance of my love. I saw she too needed a sign of my love and need for her.
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“The weekend with my squiggle-tail has given me the idea that we should do it on a regular basis. Not always in Paphos at the same hotel, not a good idea for me to develop a reputation’ I smiled at them, “I want the first weekend to be with Diana. You girls work out who is next and so on. This way you each have one weekend about every two months.” I gave a huge grin. “Of course I am the lucky one, I get every weekend!” As they booed me I laughed. “It is not so much for the sex, loves. Ask Claudia. Just being alone, going for a walk, a meal, it helped bring us closer together. I want that with all of you.”
I was right about Diana, though not for the correct reasons. As our passion grew to unbelievable heights I found within her the truth. She desperately wanted to have my baby. She saw it, in hidden corners of her mind, as being the affirmation that she truly is human, part of us, not just a creation to keep the babies happy. There was no doubt in my mind, I wanted a child from her too. My healer saw to it that she would receive the best of my genes.
They all soon realised what was happening and it was a joyous moment for them and they all wanted to be a part of it, giving to her love that must have been unbearable, for she wept without knowing she did so. Their little hands touched and caressed her, their lips and tongues building such a storm of passion in her I was almost superfluous. If the feelings she felt as I entered her, the deep joy at feeling me inside her, filling her, thrusting and touching her innermost parts, had not been so powerful, I would have felt I was there only for giving her the baby she craved. As it was, it became the most beautiful sex she and I had ever shared. The glorious feelings did not end with our orgasms, even though hers was a multi-orgasm that never seemed to end. As she held me within her, her legs high up and around me, the tenderness and love, the glow on her face were all a magic that held me captivated and kissing her with a heart bursting from love. It was almost a pity, for a moment, that I could not hold her for the rest of the night.
The other girls were by now burning with such a fever that even the orgasm they had shared, the kissing and fondling of each other did not slate their fires. Yet I was not surprised to find them each hesitating to be the one after such a magical moment. Dommi ensured it was not her by crouching by Diana and putting her legs over her shoulders. I saw the dreamy look of gratitude and love Diana gave her as I rolled off her.
“Diana, relax my love, you will have the child you so strongly desire. Did you feel my own need for a child by you?”
“I took it from you and hid it in my heart to remember forever Robbie. Forever and ever. I am also going to show her how much you wanted her.”
“Another ‘her’, what is this?” I asked my healer and it confirmed she would have a daughter as that was what she had desperately wanted. I sensed the healer hesitate so I waited. Then it told me and I began to cry from joy.
I hugged Diana and held her tightly as I poured kisses all over her face. “We are going to have twins love. Twins. Two lovely girls.”
The knowledge that they had been part of the creation of two new souls that would join us soon brought the fever in the girls to a new height, a nova of lust seemed to have exploded in the room. I reeled under the totality of their aching passions. I turned to see who was going to grab me, but they were still all holding back. I grabbed the closest, which happened to be Rosie, and without much foreplay I found myself wildly thrusting into her, bursting through her virginity and burying myself deep within her. It was a heart-stopping moment, but as I looked at her face all I saw were those beautiful sea-green eyes burning with her ache for me. The tight walls of her vagina gripped at my shaft and she twisted and shook under me as she tried to take even more of me within her. I ground my pubic bones against her mound, till the urge to thrust at her overwhelmed me and I slammed in and out until both of us were groaning and we shot off into powerful spasms of ecstasy. I could not believe how copiously I spurted. As I passed over into a state where I could think again I called to the healer to ensure she was not also fertilised. She sensed my decision and cried out in misery.
“Not yet my love. You are still only a baby. It would not be right for you now.”
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The others felt her pain and held her, sending comfort and love until she fell asleep underneath me. Careful not to waken her I pulled myself out of and off her. Even though I was no longer fully swollen we saw how I seemed to pull her vagina and I wondered how she had managed to take me in her. Changing between baby and ten year old girl would leave her a virgin every time and I was pleased to know she would be a virgin for me again - though next time I vowed to remember before, not after. While she was asleep I sent my healer to ensure I had not damaged her. It was a great comfort when I learnt her own healer had protected her.
“Robbie?”
“Yes Tina love.”
“Eight is too much for you. I’ll wait for tomorrow.”
“Me too.” Sam joined in.
“We can all wait if you are tired Robert.” I looked at Dommi. I knew the babies, Cherine and her had shared with Diana and to a lesser extent with Rosie. Only Claudia, Meli and Sam had not shared that special sharing of Diana. Sam was still happy to remain a virgin, but she did need some loving. I decided to take it one at a time, see how long I lasted. To give myself a breather, I turned to Sam, knowing how Claudia would exhaust me.
Samantha shyly let me draw her to me. As I kissed her I was surprised at how cool her body felt. Though she was only at the assumed age of ten, her legs and arms seemed longer than the others. I decided it was time I got properly acquainted with her lithe body. I kissed her face, tenderly kissed her closed eyes and visited her soft lips. I licked the corners of her mouth with the tip of my tongue and felt how she liked it. Softly I kissed her and drew in her upper lip. I sucked on it and played my tongue over it and then did the same for her lower lip. She tasted as if she had just eaten some sweet fruit. I felt the passion and need for her grow within me and the fires deep down within her seemed to have been fanned into a white hot heat.
As I pulled her up so that I could reach her tiny coral nipples with my tongue she opened her legs so that they held me by my sides and her crotch was more prominently pressing against me. I licked around the nipples until I felt their urgent need to be touched blossom into an unbearable ache. As I lightly licked my tongue over one she cried out. I waited until she was not expecting it and did the same to the other. My tongue began to flicker over her nipple, the raspy texture of my tongue sending shivers down into her belly. I sucked in the nipple and lightly nipped it with my teeth. She arched, crying out as her movement stretched her nipple within my mouth. I did the same to the other nipple as my fingers began to play lower down, over the sweet swellings of her curvy tight buttocks.
I kept having to move her further up my chest and felt the trail of moist lubrication she was smearing me with. As her tiny flower came close to my face I smelt the seashore scent of her sex and could not wait any longer There was something to her scent that was completely different, individual to her alone. My fingertip dug into her and she jerked up to me, her slit already opening to welcome me. My tongue flicked over the tip of her stamen but then I felt her nectar drenching me as she started the first spasms of her orgasm. I tried to slow her down but she had lost control and began to slam her hips at my face. Her knees slammed against my ears as a gush of warm sweet nectar flooded me. She was crying out as her hands pulled at my hair, trying to thrust my face into her slit.
As her spasms gentled, she froze for a second then raised herself on her knees and turned around. She lowered herself, her hands on my hips until I felt her lips, still panting her hot breath, over my penis. She took me in, playing her tongue around me, her own hips lowered again till my lips and tongue were within her. She was not only concentrating on the physical sensations in her own body. I felt it as she turned her attention to my own sensations. Soon as she would feel the pressure building in me she would stop, giving me time to control it. Slowly her own pressures grew until she felt we were both equally ready.
She got up off me and turning to face me sat down on me, guiding me with her little fingers into her rosy hole. I was too big, she was too new to this and not fully relaxed. She tried to force herself down to push the head of my shaft into her, ignoring the pain. I had to stop her.
“Not like that my love. Just stop a moment. That’s right, keep the pressure, but relax. Go on love, relax, gently now, feel the tip going in. Relax, push a little bit outwards. There, feel the head is in.” And so I carried on until she had my shaft within her.
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She needed to feel the weight of me, as if it would be claiming her as mine, so I rolled over, still deeply embedded within her and let my weight rest on her. She lay for a while, feeling me inside, splitting her far wider than her body was prepared for but revelling in the sensation of it - even the discomfort and pain - and the warm weight of me above her. I was a little scared to move, afraid of tearing, ripping her open. She sensed it and made me roll over again so that she could be on top, making her own decisions about how much movement she could bear.
Cherine and Dommi held her by either side, running their fingers over her nipples and belly. They gently kissed and tasted the perspiration on her skin until she began to ride me up and down. I felt the knot burst open deep within her and her second orgasm hit her, this one an explosion that carried me along with her, rocking the both of us. For the first time ever she felt the liquid gush out of me into her body and it sent her into even more violent spasms. Luckily the girls held on to her for she might have torn herself in her violent throes.
When she calmed down, leaning against Cherine, her other arm around Dommi, she stayed speared upon me, not wanting to feel me withdraw. We gave her all the time she needed and when she finally lay down upon my chest, letting my shrinking member flop out, I placed my fingers over the opening, giving it time to adjust. She enjoyed the pressure of my fingers and lay panting, her chest heaving as I soothed and kissed her, drinking in her milky breath.
“I thought I did not want to try this until I had been just your daughter for a long time. I wanted you to know that first I love you as my daddy.”
“I hope you will not stop now.”
She hugged me. “Never.” She gave me a strange look, as if she were seeing deep into my mind, past all I know of and then she nodded. “There will always be times that you are dad, and times when you are Robbie.”
“Then I am happy. If my future children are half as wonderful as you, I will be the proudest father in the world.”
“They will be more wonderful. Robbie, you will always be my best friend.”
I could not help looking over at Cherine. She mouthed at me, ‘still’.
They all looked over at Claudia, but she was still staring at Sam lying on me and she only gave them a smile. She got up and left the room. I kissed Meli, my eyes promising her that I had not forgotten her, I would be back.
“What now?” Dommi seemed worried, so I knew she was respecting her privacy.
“You are not going to like what she has gone to do. She wants me to join her in a while by the verandah door. She is making me a coffee and has sneaked some cigarettes into the house. She says that men always want to smoke after making love.”
“You are going to smoke?”
“I think I will. Don’t worry, I will get rid of the smell and taste. Dommi, she will learn, but for now she has a picture in her mind of how adults behave. Let her keep it for a while. You are all growing up too fast. Let me treasure the child in each of my loves.” Her eyes narrowed slightly, so, “Of course I was including you, whatever made you think you are grown up?” I teasingly asked her.
“Since I fell in love and married a child’s man I guess I’m not as mature as I thought.”
“Ow!”
My arms tightened around Sam to show her she was still being loved by me. Her lips touched me on my neck, softly kissing me, her breath a feather that tickled my heart. I was aware of the need in Cherine and Dommi so I softly promised them I would love them after Claudia and Meli.
Dommi shook her head. “Tina one was right. Cherine and I do not want to switch these feelings off yet. We want to enjoy your loving of Claudia and Meli too. After that you go to sleep. We will put away our needs until after you wake up.” Cherine nodded her agreement.
I looked across at them, my eye roving over all my loves. “I must be getting old for you to all be suddenly so considerate. I am feeling bushed, despite my healer.”
Αλέξανδρος Ζήνον Ευσταθίου
(Alexander Zenon Eustace)20th April, 2019
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