Lord Please make me a virtuous woman

in HeartChurch4 years ago

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Would it be a crime if I would find my name in the Holy books of the virtuous women?
And what is my virtue worth if I be a monster and a living hell unto my only husband?
Is virtue only in my purity and godliness or perhaps needs more than this?
What virtue would it be should I cause him pains and tears that's hidden in his bosom?
Where would this virtue drive me too if I now look down at the husband of my youth?
And should I still be glad to be called virtuous, when my emotions and ambitions stray from his desires?
Why has my heart refuse to listen to my mind to look back at where these path begun?
Should I remain in this falsehood in the midst of thousand witnesses that things are okay when they are not?
Can I ever think again about the consequence of these stray path that anger has led me?
Would I ever have him back, when my tongue had sent his heart out from me?
Where is the virtue
But in God?
Where is God but in me?
Living in this body that should be an aboard
For the HOLY SPIRIT.
Lord, I can't on my own be but I pray thy help
That you make me a true VIRTUOUS WOMAN
I'd Lord want to be a CROWN to my Husband
I'd wanna be an answer to his prayers.
And a REASON he should SERVE and be CLOSER to you.
My heart thinks for good but
But I can't do this all on my own
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I am Come Lord to my plight and take over this fight.

I am @blessdan

I am the whisper of a thousand sorrows
I whisper thousand of thoughts

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