Drowning Emotions /poem

My pains has conjured to my tears,
They flow to vapored sullen streams.
Although, I endure as Jesus did,
The tears became an endless river.
My beloved is nowhere to be found in me,
She said, why do I need to tell you I
want you when there's no me in you?
That, it's impossible to see out of your heart...
Wish you could see the fracture in my heart;
You'll see your inflicted pain with no pleasure.

I have been humiliated, just like an enemy —
It was your fault. Oh beautiful heart,
Why have you written me a slate of sorrow,
That I can't let go of her beautiful face?
I can't tell the right to the left; I'm choice-less.
Show me your heart if I've got some place to be,
I wouldn't have lied to my heart and fed it with your thoughts.
Howbeit, the rosiest of autumn roses sprout
in the bush when it is its time,
Same as a weak heart when love comes.
I'm helpless with no hand to rise up to and live,
Perhaps, love is a dream, a nightmare that
drowns emotions with melancholic melody.
If love will come, it'll break more
or mend it. If love will come...
It will mould me, because I won't love pain.

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