Dear Diary: My Painkiller Is Wearing Out And I needed To Use The Bathroom
It will be a long night if not painful bathroom escapade that will going to do tonight as I needed to use the bathroom/toilet. But my painkiller is already wearing out. I had taken it yesterday morning and the day after that to prepare myself to my dialysis just to be pain free while I am hooked up.
I am disheartened that although my parathyroid medicine was working I still am suffering from despite my all-out efforts to improve my health. But if I would take-out my medicine I will just suffer more. It is just like choosing your own poison, no matter what I choose I am still screwed.
But my blood pressure is quite skyrocketing lately and I intend to just let it be controlled by the dialysis otherwise I will just suffer from more BP crashes, it is my reason why i am not taking BP controllers. But my concern was my debilitating body pain. If only I had not gotten bone complications my life will b very liveable. I still am hoping everything will improve, I have experienced a miracle before and it might be possible today or in the future.
Hello friend, what a bad thing to know that you have the pains again, but remember that even though you feel that you can not, you must continue fighting, as you said, miracles exist and I know that later God has prepared something very good to reward you your fight. A big hug.
I hope one day all these suffering will come to end and you'll be alright.
@cryptopie i still feel sad whenever i see your post that you are in pain. As you have said "Miracle exists". I hope a miracle will be sent from God and you will be healed soon, just dont Give up. You will be healed soon. I love you so much.
<. I still am hoping everything will improve, I have experienced a miracle before and it might be possible today or in the future.
Hope sustains life & Among difficulties arise miracles May both these come true for u.Stay blessee & stay healthy.
I wish you all the best for the future, and hope you find some relief from the pain.
Miracles exist, friend, God will heal you and will not allow you to suffer ... You will see that you will get an alternative for that medicine.
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pray to God to be healthy.
Hope for your improvement you should not lose it.!!