Dear Diary: My Wish For My Life
My only wish in my life is to never have a much worst bone condition than I am having right now because right now is the worst it can get or at least much closer into being terrible. But fortunately before things within my body goes into the terrible level, it went sideways and into a much better improved condition which I hope will stay there for the remainder of the times that I am treating myself with my needed medicine for my parathyroid.
It is just my wish for my appearance to not get much worst than it is now. As of the moment I am a scarecrow for one of my nephews because I am like a boogeyman for him. When he sees me he feels scared and cries. So I just felt sad for nephew because it was my plan to get a closer relationships with my younglings and now they seem to be getting estranged on me, all because of my appearance.
Well I couldn't care less about all that because it will soon change when my nephew grows a little more and realize that there is nothing to be scared about this little butterfly. But one of my main concerns is my social life and it is somehow being affected with my strange appearance because I had been a freak show lately and people just stares, look, and whisper at a sight of me. You could say to not mind them but of course it does affect me emotionally.
It is just my wish that I can be able to continue to be able to purchase my expensive medicine because it really is expensive. Although my medicine is expensive, it is very effective I should say because it has dramatically improved my well-being and somehow I felt a relief on my longstanding misery of body pains. So now my bones are healing and it is a great thing for me because I can live with no more worrying about everything getting worse than they are now and I am thankful and grateful about it all. God bless the #steemit community.
They'll learn as they grow and hopefully come to understand the position you're in. Well, you always have a friend in the states with me WHEN you one day can move without issues!
Just stay strong all the time. Thank be to god because you feel a little bit better now. It's nice to hear that you're healing. Every improvement is very important. Hope it will all healed in time.
@cryptopie i have a plan
when people stair and whisper, YELL at them and say "I can HEAR you!" and just laugh at them! tel them they look Ugly and make fun of their appearance! no one is perfect! Find something UGLY about them and tel them what you see!
Start noticing their flaws! you could probably get really good at it! Phantom of the Operah style! Maybe you need some sort of MASK a really cool MASK maybe it can be a Steem logo so you can advertise for steem too and be productive for us and your story will become very big on TV and i Hope you are getting better medical treatment? You have pain killers now yes? I believe you said you did yes?
and if they ever say ANYTHING nasty to you, just tell them that you have powerful friends on the internet who can send people to their homes if you want! tell them they have friends who can contact gangs in the Philippines who would become your physical body guard if you needed, that you could summon a GANG of armed teenagers in MINUTES
heheh love you man!
People can't help but to really "eye-troll" me when I go around so I just try not to mind them and look the other way myself. So I was the one ending up closing my eyes.
Quite a situation but I receive love and care from like here at #steemitfamily and my own family so that is what I value and thankful for and cherish with all my heart. @ackza
Your wish of life is positive, you are healing, its good news.you get well soon. Thanks for your post.
Your Life Wish is positive and you will be success in life.
Don't worry my dear. You get well soon also you will success in life.