Dear Life: A Journal
Dear Life,
Today is not good, I feel a pain on my left arm, I do not know what is the cause and it could be a myriad of things. It could be from the swinging motion of my arm when I am hitting the ctrl on my tablet's keyboard because it is always held up on my head. It could be a rheumatism and it might originate from what I ate the other day which was a soy curd, and it might be even from an impending heart attack for all I know, better maybe but it is uncomfortable and I might again take some mild medication for this.
For today my goal is at least make some money so I can buy some food from 7-eleven. Mother always opens a can of sardines thinking it is my favorite. Sometimes I request her to buy a sardines but when she is thinking what would we be having for dinner, sardines would come to her mind first. And it might be the cause of my arm pain.
The Arm
Sorry to see you in such difficulty - dialysis is awful - most people don't appreciate how awful chronic kidney problems are. I am going to share this on my blog.
Thank you for the support @thecryptofiend
God bless you.
You're welcome. I hope it helps. You need to eat properly - but I understand your options may be limited particularly depending on the type of renal disease and the funds you have - hopefully other Steemians will help too. Check your wallet too.
It helps a lot Sir.
I do have a strict diet and I get affected when I eat the wrong type of foods. There is no function in my kidneys and it changed my body already and strength is greatly diminished. It is just my body won't give up.
Thank you again Sir, you are very kind and generous.
I am just speechless.
Don't give up you can come back.
I have a lot of kidney disease in my family due to diabetes and people don't realise how serious it is. If you can keep your spirits up you can build your strength back. I have also sent you some Steem I had on the exchange for trading - I would probably only lose it anyway as I'm a terrible trader and you need it more.
Just promise you will look after yourself and not give up. You will be in my thoughts - I'm not a religious person but I think positive thoughts, prayer and meditation can help.
The mind can overcome seemingly insurmountable obstacles.
I can now see Sir why you have an empathy on my condition and situation. This condition is not understood by many people, how it really feels and how really hard. My family also suffers and in my case I have been like this for 15 long arduous years.
No support too from my relatives.
I'll promise you not to give up and stay strong and positive. I saw your donations Sir I am happy, it will come in a long way.
Thank you again.
I will tell this to my parents.
It looks like I have found another very strong inhabitant of your planet. He fights with the strength of a Sith. Siths never lose. It is because of people like this that I still have faith that your planet may indeed have what it takes to become a productive member of the Galactic Empire. You will win this battle cryptopie. I have felt it.
Thank you too Darth @lordvader for the support I do Appreciate the Steem force.
I'm more of non-hairy type of Wookie but being a biped doesn't help as I can't walk too far much now but I have Wookie's heart and courage to fight any battle like what I am into. May the force be with us.
Upvoted. Stay strong. Wishing you the best.
I appreciate your well wishes and support @justinw
Thank you very very much.
Sending love and healing.
Thanks for the e-love and support too @crystalandbones
You must be an incredibly strong person to fight through that every day. Keep fighting! This community is behind you. Steemit is much stronger with you here actively engaged and supporting and encouraging others. I know everyone wants to support and encourage you now! All of my good thoughts are with you.
Sir @hanshotfirst
I saw your donation and I thank you with all of my heart. This is only the community that I have found help and I have no words to express my gratitude to you and to others. Thank you too for the encouragement and thoughts.
Thank you and may God bless you always.
I suffer until now the same problem , but o want to tell you and the other who suffer keep movin in this life and i hope god heal you and me and others to .
Oh my God!!!
I'm upvoting you and resteem.
God bless you!
Thank you @rtdcs
God bless you to I am grateful for all your kindness to me.
Wow Cryptopie!
I'm so very very glad to see that more generous Steemians found you!
It is a good thing that you kept posting and not give up.
I'm so happy for you!
Yes Ma'am @canadian-coconut
There are many kind steemians sent their help most especially you because of your continual support and it is just overwhelming to realize that other people care about someone like me even though we are thousands of miles apart and are total strangers but I guess love has no boundaries and it gives me hope and strength to carry on through all these despite its unrelenting blows in my life.
I am so thankful.
Thank you Maa'am @canadian-coconut
Be well . Blessings! 🐓🐓
my blessing are with you stay strong :) you will get health soon