Be happy and never lose hope
When you are in the side of the Lord, everything else become your as easy not because it is very easy in that sense but because God will not leave you alone during the struggle.
Silence kills so faster than anything; when you are weak and nobody to assist or help yet the struggle continues without solution and because of that situation you felt so overwhelmed.
If you have better people around you, i congratulate you because God give you something important and caring people.