Love in silence; A Business I Have Trusted In God
I believe that none of it is accidental. All have their way. Live how we can receive it with a spacious heart.
It started two days after my birthday. Yep I do not know how that story I do not know. I certainly believe this must have been arranged by God. Long story short we make promises and finally we meet. Well, from the beginning I saw your face really I was getting fascinated with your calming face and my soul.
At this first meeting we are still a little awkward, still shy to know more about ourselves. A day, two days, three days to a month after we meet the intensity of our communication so much more often. Until finally we make an appointment to be able to meet again in a city that became my hometown and also has become the second city in your life.
On the way to the day that we have set, I also begin to believe that you are the person I have been looking for. Your attention is extraordinary. By the time the meal comes, you never forget to remind me to not forget to eat. And the thing I like best is that you really understand me when I need time to finish my job. Your understanding really I acungi thumb.
Although our status is still unclear, but somehow I was comfortable. From the way you care about me, the way you understand me, and also your kindness that I admit is incredible. Until at one time terbesit in my mind, "May everything that happens today will not disappear and will only be a mere fantasy."
Until the day we wait. How happy I am, I can finally let go of the longing I've been buried. Finally we can unite in this romantic city. How happy can I be with you, get closer and know for you. I too fall in your comfort.
Until then the bitterness came, where I finally revealed the truth. I'm trying to be honest with what I've been feeling all along, trying to be courageous to tell you. Maybe this is also my mistake that is too carried away atmosphere and finally put a beautiful hope to you.
My anxiety about the moment came true. Want to be somebody who can be your best friend anymore just a dream. Crap, I want to get away from this nightmare, but I can not. I paused and held my grief until there was not a word to say.
Shattered? Yes I'm devastated. Remuk? Yeah I'm crushed. My feelings were out of shape. Yes, I've been stuck with this comfort, the comforts that bind inside me. But, well I tried to be sincere and accept all this. Want to do it again? I'm not forcing you to get the same thing as what I feel.
I also do not want you to reply to this flavor. At least you can and can make my heart crumble, but you can not tell me to stop loving and loving you. It's okay I can not have you completely, but let me love you in silence