I got goosebumps reading your reply. Thank you, I appreciate your time and everything you said. I feel it in my heart. It's always been hard to talk about as I relive the emotions everytime. I think people could benefit from my events...my story, as it shows that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Just have to work and be encouraged to get there. Being surrounded by the right people helps massively.
What luck I had meeting that amazing woman eh! She is stuck with me forever now :p She still helps me to this day and she is my go to person when I struggle. Her words take effect and there are good results from it. She is never judging and always understanding. A rare gem to find! I love you @earthmother! I can't say enough right things about her, I don't have the right vocabulary to express it right lol.
Thank you for reading my story Rich, I appreciate it and your words really did make me feel good inside. Much needed. XX