The dark secret of my life

Attention , i don’t know whether it is dark secret or anything but these things what i’m writing about is the biggest secret of my life which i don’t want to share anybody but quora has an option to go anonymous ,so lets get start,

IN CHILDHOOD- i was a dumb guy .my friend always made mockery over me that you are stupid even you don’t understand the rule of hide and seek as we were used to play in evening.like i was dumb as i didn’t replied my friend over it.further i decided to not go to my friends home or not play with them or etc .

after few months we were transferred because my father was an railway employee ,and time went i was grown up a 12 years old boy,now my teenage era comes.

IN CLASS 8TH- since i understand the world not clearly even though i was 12 years old but i kicked myself and started study a hell lot .i studied more than 5 hours a day as it is much more time than a average student does .The reason behind my study was my dumbness .i promised myself to work hard and reply other my friends my relatives even my parents whom always abused me cursed me .i was quite demotivated by all others .at the end of my class 8 my percentage was around 76 percent which was not a big deal at that time for others but for me it was game changer of my life.eventually i promoted to class 9th my parents were happy even my friends amazed that how could he get 76 percent probably they were thinking like how he managed to get such score even he hardly managed to get pass in class 7th .

IN CLASS 9TH- i learned how to conquer and defeat my dumbness i studied hard and hard because at this time i did know that study is the only thing i overcome my stupid ness .whenever my teachers asked me questions i answer it frequently my friends was like this -

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and i passed 9th with a distinction of 9.6 cgpa i was very happy at that time and of course my parents were too.

now the holy class 10th comes ….

in class 10th-now the teenage was about to pass ,all studens are known to love ,crush ,cigarettes ,alcohols and what not .my peers almost everyday discussed each other about girls ,bikes etc.And few of my peers somehow managed to get girlfriend as love was in the air .

apparently these gf things kicked my asshole,and i made acrush on a girl she ‘s actually very pretty i can’t express her cuteness here .so eventually these things tends to possesed or transformed me from nerd into a dumb.somehow i managed to get passed and bagged 8.6 cgpa .

so these gf and gff things hurts me badly ,

now i appeared my 12th exam from science stream .i studied well these 2 years and my exam went well .now i’m not dumb anymore .i always used to be first in my class tests or coaching test.

hence, i don’t used to express my life struggle to anybody and my struggle life leads to change in darkest secrets of my life.

NOWADAYS LIFE IS GOOD AND I’M GOING AHEAD

TO CONQUER EVERYTHING.

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THANKS .