WHILE WAITING IN THE CRUCIBLE OF GOD
Dear Future Husband
I don't know who you are, and I am still waiting for the day God will reveal you to me and me to you. Well I am eagerly waiting for the beautiful day you will wear that golden round substance in my hand and ask me to marry you.
I am waiting patiently for that faithful day you will hold my hands and walk me down the isle and then we exchange our vows.
But while Praying for you today I suddenly felt a cold feet that I couldn't explain. At first I thought It was the Holy Spirit running through my veins like He always does each time I pour out my worship before Him, but no, today the atmosphere was different.
For the very first time I trembled in the place of prayer. I felt scared, scared of being the wrong partner for you, just as I am scared of marrying the wrong partner too.
God reminded me again how important it is for me to prepare myself in the waiting room to receive a king like you.
I want to be the one to help you preserve your crown, but then I know that I have to become a reliable Queen to be able to preserve a King.
I want to be the woman that will always cover you in prayer but then I also know that a naked woman cannot cover her man. So while I am waiting I will do all I can to come clothed in the garment of virtue.
I want to be the woman you confide in, the one whose counsel hits like the sound of trumpets to you, but I cannot do that leaning on my own understanding. So while I am waiting I am going to work on obtaining the grace of Issachar, having understanding of the times and seasons, that you may have full confidence in me, and lack nothing of value.
I don't want my anger to cause you to lose your standing with God, Trust me I am working on turning the other cheek to anyone who offends me.
My unforgiveness will not get in the way I promise, because I have already preapproved you for forgiveness in advance. I would have forgiven you already before you hurt me.
I want you to concentrate on your work, career, ministry, vision and passion so for this to happen I have to be prepare myself to be the nest home keeper, I have be in the crucible of God for him to teach me how to manage ministry and family.
In other for our children to be turn out godly I need to teach them how to hear from God and that they can't do if I myself wouldn't avail myself to know how speaks to me.
My dear future husband the girls and boys God will give to us must know how to love, and that cannot be done if I don't show them by loving you their father, because I have come to realised that the best gift I can give my children is to love their father which is you.
My dear future husband I want our home to be a disciple training center and this cannot be done if i am a disciple myself and that's learning from God.
Knowing and having in mind that I am waiting for the best gift from God, is the more reason why I am working on becoming the best gift you will receive.
Because the BEST deserves the BEST.
I LOVE YOU FUTURE HUSBAND.💓💓💓💞💞💞💞💞💞
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