Really great post. I can definitely relate to your past struggles. When I met my wife I was a junkie living out of a van on the west coast. She was about as opposite me in regards to lifestyle choices as a person could get. Clean hearted and always seeing the best in people.

Anyway there's a long story there but I think the moral of the story is that no soul is ever lost. There's always time for redemption and that's the beautiful thing about life.