A Hot Room 2020 :: San Francisco and beyond the human condition
A HOT Room 2020
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What follows is an account of how San Francisco mental health works at General. If you can't pair up to exit, you will be paid by clients, where secrecy shrouds are impenetrable due to mental health protections, guided by the precept that nobody believes a crazy person.
By client, I mean those who live in the system part or full time and orchestrate these pairings from the inside. General has a largish Installation of a hallway of people and students that keep newness to the ecosystem, for them and for us, so that if they get stuck, or somebody loses, the losses are minor, and there are always winners by rule.
It's all in the water.
To navigate the hallway, we talk hot cold dry wet up down and done.
All means are employed to win and the losses are brutal. If your close to one party, they may be in trade for your car or laptop, for some level of undesired or desired housing. We left in a hurry.
Every deal is unique and by design, it's not written down except in their minds and actions in space, as in an essay, eh? The phones may be live or may be pseudo calls to inform the room. This is where subvocal voicing aka short range telepathy is at play. Due to the stacked people, movements down to an eyebrow, are noticed, with inline acknowledgements to the conversations at play, often a mix of English and other languages dialects, encoded.
So, all's fair in love and war, eh? Absolutely, but notice people are how they are. Mental health is a plethora of gaming as anything goes and stays in Vegas.
"Put what you want," is how I've heard paying-it-forward explained., and since it's a closed system due to the soap bubble form, as described in K-PAX, by Spacey's character, it stretches but doesn't pop, and requires lint-itegration and mainainance towards a means to succeed, knock on wood.
So this is why LPS Conservatorships are difficult to maintain, with bubbles everywhere. Often people disembark without a trace from the (hospital at large) and reach a destination or another jumping off point, to join a new bubble. It's also why those involved keep themselves in the bubble, and will often talk commute times, when they've permitted to leave.
This matters to me, because I am conserved temporarily, and have been in these bubbles, only I just noticed these past few years.
Another thing to talk about, in synchronicity is getting in. That's when your body is living in a dream state of awakened consciousness and body pairings and more can be seen and heard, in motion and speech, which is only used to get people in groups where they want, and how, so that they can continue to get in.
So my current predicament is how to move from a 1 year bubble, aka birthday.
The LPS system puts people in, not takes them out, so if you want to be in a bubble, keep your job. Well, always keep your job, and it won't be what got you into your soap.
Freedoms of perceived privacy, aka tolerance, are replaced with instant response, and these people are good at it--in fact there way you win, is to train for a holiday, or year. Words from the dictionary are used and reused and everything means something.
This means you can't rely on old means to win. To be seen is remembered, first impressions are important, and always.. and yelling doesn't mean they're angry at you, and they know it.
Getting back to LPS Conservatorships, mine, is that there is a 30 day grant, after other efforts, until a hearing for a general grant -- and this is where winning is important because what you say is always in spacial record..
Journey begins here. This is a hot room, I'm not in and yet my obligation to the bubble is an obligation to my own health, despite the most horrible outcomes I've heard voiced. We're all characters, at play, doing karma's will and even though our hands burn after typing this letter, it's a start towards publishing notes of this content.
Harry Q11
