To the monster of my childhood
Tonight I felt your presence again, and I almost cry. So long, so long ago that you’re not around me in the darkness of the eternal night. I miss you, but I didn’t know the pain that was causing me wait for you to come back between scratches.
I was scared of you for so long time, a wasted time, I let myself convince me for all the rencorous stories that everyone told me about you, those where they make you seem horrible, heartless, inhuman, while they know that humans are more dangerous than you, My little scaly giant.
I miss the consolation that you gave me in the nights of terror, how you protected me of intangible things, giving me the strength to keep facing this world. I miss not to have to pretend that I wanted to live to be accepted. I miss to caress your scales and thorns, no matter that I ended with my fingers bleeding. I miss the cold that you bring with your presence.
One night you left, you promise me you will come back, but you didn’t, My little monster, and I hated you for that, until between tear one night I tried to go to you under my bed, or in the closet, I didn’t wanted to face the life without you in my darkness, but I guess that was the meaning of your absence, to show me that I am capable of doing it.
You came back tonight, but I was sleeping, and when I wake up you were leaving, and yes, I’m still here, fighting without knowing how to do it. I miss you, friend, I miss you, my monster. I won’t be one of those who tell horror stories about you, I know the peace that can be found in the darkness and loneliness.
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