MANIFESTING MY DREAMS, WANTS AND DESIRES
THE POWER OF OUR VOICES AND MINDS
Not long ago, in this post and in this one I spoke of my wants and desires and write them out as a positive affirmation letting this great universe and our creator know exactly what I want....and I believe it is coming to fruition.
A MOST BEAUTIFUL LADY
Recently I began texted back and forth with the most lovely, most beautiful, kind, sweet loving woman I have ever talked to in my life. She is a traditional woman well versed in elegance and being a proper lady. On top of all this she is BY FAR the prettiest, and most mature woman I have ever met or known. With her lovely brown eyes that pierce my soul, and her long beautiful soft brown hair, her skin that is so perfect and looks to be so soft and flawless, her face is that of an angel and her body is like a blessing from heaven...she is so absolutely lovely inside and out.
After a week or so of texting, she asked if it would've okay for us to have a phone call, and of course.. I said OF COURSE!
That was October 9th and on the next day, we had our talk and it was enthralling. We have so much in common it's almost unbelievably! Even more unbelievable to me at the time was when, as we were ending our conversation, SHE ASKED IF I WOULD LIKE TO GO ON A DATE...THE NEXT EVENING!!! You all know I said yes, of course. We talked about what we would do and settled on dinner, then where each of us would want to eat. In the end, I told her to pick, and that it could be a surprise for me.
THE MOST WONDERFUL NIGHT
After a day of fighting with the butterflies in my belly, the time arrived for us to meet up in person for the first time. She had picked a restaurant called El Tapatio de Jalisco, but they were closed due to Columbus day, so we ended up at a place called Frida Mexican Restaurant.
MY FIRST IMPRESSION OF HER
Very simply put, my first thoughts were that I must be in a dream. For a lady as lovely(inside and out) to want to be in my company seemed unbelievable. I almost expected her to look nothing like the photos she had sent me. But, she was even more beautiful then any pictures she had sent! She wore a lovely white dress with dark designs on it, her silky brown hair was down and looked amazing, light red lipstick, a necklace with the star of David and a cross overlayed on it. She really was like an angel sent from above. She looked so elegant and beautiful, I still can't believe it.
As we sat talking, I began to realize exactly how much we had in common. She homeschools her kids, doesn't have regular tv, has a very healthy distrust for all government, already has a plan in place should things get crazy, crossbow hunts, has rabbits and chickens and wants more animals, she grew up on a 90 acre farm. She is also in control of her own life in the sense that she owns her own successful business. As we sat there sharing a delicious meal, I couldn't help but get lost in her lovely eyes...they grew me to her. I couldn't remember any of the questions I had for her, and had a hard time keeping focused...her eyes are like a candle, and I, a moth. Their(and her) beauty are just so unbelievable.
As I thought about all this as I sat there with her, I began to wonder how she would respond to me sharing my way of life with her. My life is not one a lot of people get, or would enjoy. We ended up talking in the restaurant until it closed(2 hours total) and then she asked if I would like to continue our conversation in the car...i responded with another one of my "of courses."😁
So after paying the bill, and a bathroom break, I met her in her car. I figured if I was going to scare her off with my life what better way then to tell her about it and show her pictures...it went completely the opposite direction I was fearing it would, and she absolutely loved what I was doing! I believe she may really be my soulmate! We talked and shared stories in her car for a couple hours and we decided to make our ways back to our homes...but not before settling on the fact that we both thoroughly enjoyed one another's company, and agreed to have another date.🥰🥰
MY HEART MELTS...
On my way home she sent me a text and i will share it here, just because it made my day and i never want to lose it. So i will capture it here to be stored forever..."Thank you for your kind words, dinner, meaningful conversation and high level conduct as a gentleman. You made my day. You may have even restored my faith in both men and humanity a little. And thankfully, you're not boring! You amaze me with all you have accomplished. And if you do not mind me saying so....you sir are quite the bad@$$ with your skills, financial maturity, and homesteading accomplishments. Not to mention that you're an awesome role model for your children. It's an honor to get to know you."
....The message made me tear up and I cried a few minutes, lost in the compliment that meant so much.
I can't wait to see her again! She fills my mind and thoughts constantly, and is my newest and best inspiration to continue work on the homestead and on our dream, believing some day she will be by my side there, helping me to do all the things I so desperately need a real, good woman to help me with.
*To respect her privacy, this is the best picture I can share right now.😁