SUICIDAL THOUGHTS
I wasn't going to until I felt pain again today and instantly the words came out.....
Consecutive heartbreaks for no reason.....
I'm only using this gift to express how I feel.....
It's been a struggle coming out of my shell.....
I use work to hide under my skin, I enhance my chin so that my pain you can't see and then make friends with the dark while I cry my pain away.....
I wanna believe so even though I'm not sure I'll go outta my way to love, not anytime soon only if God shows me how genuine it is