DID YOU GET LOST IN IT?😱

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I hate that I love him
I know well that it's not what it seems
I fell for him, he couldn't catch me
He didn't know I was falling, oh! Help me
He'll walk away as I come close
Why it happened, no one knows.
I made you believe I was in love.
I made them to see even you as an odd
I keep longing for inside, it helps no more.
He is straight from inside, so he needs no law.
I'm thinking he's perfect, I'm thinking I'm not
At least,"if he knew I fell", that's what I thought.
I watched him walk past me
Why? He isn't a movie.
So I ran past him, I felt better
I know he has to see me, now or later.
He soon reached my pace.
I knelt down to tie my lace.
I so breathe heavily, I was counting each
He reached me and touched me, my heart itched.
I too can't say no more, my ink is finished
He woke me up from bed with his pinch.
I'm lost as you are, or are you not?
If you ain't, you must be nut.
Now I love love, and hate hate.
He made me eat all till I had a clean plate.
What a dish! Love tastes so good.
How I wish, I could make it look as good for food.