Why Can't Life Just Be Simple

/beginrant

I feel like every few months I get an idea of something I want to do. I research it, spend time and energy trying to make it happen only to have my intuition say "lol jk you're not meant to do that thing".

My Life, My Rules

I try to live life by a very select set of rules, one of which is: do the things that bring you joy. Essentially it is the same thing as following your heart. I try my best to do this and when I am succesful I am always wonderfully rewarded but damn it can be hard some times.

Let me give you an example. A few days ago I had the idea to create, market and sell and informational product. It was going to be a pretty simple execution and if done properly I could have made some good coin doing so. I was excited about it and dove in head first.

Today I finished the MVP of my product ... only to discover after a short meditation that "this was not for me".... DA FUCK LIFFFEEEE.

Lol, it wasn't actually that bad. I think that the reason for the "quick death" of this idea was as such.

The Origins Of It All

I have been stressed about money recently. I have a few big trips coming up and currently my bank account is not in a place that makes me feel ecstatic. I decided to try this new venture as a way to make some $$. All good right?? Almost. The mistake I made was acting from a position where I felt that I was lacking. If you go up to the plate thinking you are going to get struck out ... guess what's probably going to happen.

So now, here I am, focusing on feeling abundance, wholeness and having more than enough. Surely another idea will arise and when it does it will have originated from a place of wholeness and wellbeing instead of place of lack and need.

:) Keep Livn