Steemit open mic songwriters challenge week #4

Hello!,
this is my entry for openmic songwriters challenge week #4!!

This was a difficult one! I spent all week playing my guitar trying to write and nothing was coming out (that I liked hehe) today was the same, but then I took the time to listen to some music that I hadn't heard before and boom, out came the song haha!!!

This is a really late entry and I apologize for that, I will do better next time :)

This song is about those moments when you convince yourself that you can't do something before even giving it a try, about feeling down and how that's mostly stuff we do to ourselves.

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Here are the lyrics:

So far
failure
seems engraved within my veins

Always
with me
so I wonder what it will take

sweat pours
I bleed
Tears come streaming down my face

burning
aching
but the truth is too cold to face

I've been telling myself
that it's too hard
so I won't try
I've been telling myself....

Finally
I wake up
to the sound of that brand new day

I'll deal
with my mistakes
now I know that's what it takes

Chorus

I've been telling myself
that it's too hard
so I won't try

I've been telling myself
that it's alright
when I don't try (x2)

These lies I tell myself
because I can
Because I can

Lies we tell ourselves
because we can
because we can

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This contest has really inspired me to work hard as a songwriter and prove to myself that I can do the work when the work needs doing, that alone is a priceless gift that I wouldn't have any other way! I usually write with my bands as a team, but being able to do this on my own feels incredible as well, it makes me feel like a creator!!

This amazing contest is hosted by @luzcypher, so please show him some love!, and I also have to give a shout out to @meno for sponsoring thits great contest, we can win a beautiful acoustic guitar and it's all because of him!!

Also I have to send some love to the whole openmic team!
@jessamynorchard, @soundlegion, @krystle, @verbal-d, and @passion-ground thank you for all the work you put in every week!!

To @ausbitbank and @xedal and @pfunk for your generosity!

And to everyone that takes the time to listen and comment!!
:D :D :D

I hope you like it!

Til my next post