Why am i so sad?... True experience

Is it me or happiness seems so far from me? In this post i am going to be lamenting, initially I wanted to write on "pursuit of happiness" then i realized that i myself i m so far from being happy and i don't even know how to get there, i don't know how to be happy.

Its hurts when you your entire world comes crashing down on you and life becomes unbearable because that one person that causes my unexplainable happiness decided to be the brain box behind my unexplainable sadness and believe me this is hard.

Anybody ever had that feeling when somebody you care alot about makes you feel like you are floating on air because of the so much love and happiness he has shown you? Well then take heed because that same person can be the reason why you fall so hard on the floor you won’t be able to get back up, even if you will it will take time.

I am certain I am not the only one who feels like its the end of the world for me , I’m pretty sure that somewhere across the Nigerian borders, out of the millions of persons walking and smiling on the road, are hurting too. But then ironically that one who caused you this pain you feel is somewhat the only person who can definitely make you so happy again? it is a normal happenings, it happens all the time.

Love, is damn too complicated and offers you much pain, and when things starts happening like this i can't help but wonder why people still choose to love because loving someone and being loved back is like having a glance, a brief look of heaven. I hail y'all beautiful people who’s hurting, what ever circumstances you are in, my beloveth you are not alone. This will surely pass.

You know what is more frustrating? They said that waiting for the person you love is difficult given the situation, and also moving on is as well difficult, what then happens when you are stuck with the decision of whether to move or wait? This i assure you is more difficult.

Subconsciously, many people still look forward to everything balancing out and you know what they do? They just sit back and anticipate this will happen. We all at some point in our lifes have had that life is unfair, even if we know this fact, as humans it can be extremely hard to admit this theory.

If you fall under this category of people who expect things to fall in place or right themselves, i think its time to change that perspective and get back on your feet.

I think Sadness, is a painful and restless emotion of disconnection or detachment from something or someone that you place so much value on. Serious sadness, that relates to love, can be cause by an event, observations, a reminder that your love is reciprocated, sadness unfortunately in an annoying what makes you remember, rather than forgetting .