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I Wanted Love In The World Maya
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I Wanted Love In The World Maya

Novel Reality Love Teenagers who hurt me in cyberspace. I got acquainted and fell in love with some of the guys I know on Facebook, unfortunately I'm more often acquainted with liars who make my heart hurt.

    Call it my name Girls, I'm 23 years old now, I'm including a girl who's hard to get along, do not be a boyfriend, girls only can be counted by hand amount. That's what makes me interested in dumay (cyberspace).

Less friends make me more active on the internet, from looking for friends to find my girlfriend do in cyberspace such as on Facebook, Tagged, Badoo, Twitter and many other social media.

People say the guy in the real world aja rarely what more cyberspace, that I admit with my frequent broken hearts by dumay guy.

Call it Yoga, a month to meet in dumay can make me fall in love with him. For two years we dated through cyberspace and not once did I see his face. Again and again he promised to meet me, but never once if he kept it until I finally know he was married.

Ruined my heart to know it, but still I do not kapok live dumay love. I went back on the internet and got to know a guy, his name was Agung, he was a widower of one child, I was dating for a year and again I had never met him, and the relationship was aggravated because he was dating me with my friend.

And lately I finally know his job is not open a food stall like his confession, it turns out he is a thief motorcyclists in Semarang. Of course one side I feel happy because rescued cut by him but still this heart is destroyed.
Disconnect from Agung, many dumay boys came out into my life without meaning, until I met a man named Nur, he was the first guy I met while I was playing love on the internet.

In the past there was nothing I felt for him, it was because he was not my type, besides his tall and sturdy body shape that I did not like, my friends also said he was better suited to be my daddy because we were twenty-four years old. But her gentle and caring attitude made me really fall in love with her.

One secret time was uncovered. Again love in cyberspace makes my heart hurt. I'm tricked. Apparently he already has a wife and one child. It breaks my heart to know it all, I ask for break up because I do not want to destroy the household, but he assured me that he was divorced but his divorce letter has not come down.

Finally I believe and returned with him until August 25, 2011. When he returned home then I realized that he deceived me raw, he has not divorced even he decided to settle there with his wife and son.

I loved him so much to lose him, I tried to contact him but could not, I just wanted to know why he was so evil to me, did not 6 months with me make little thought of my heart.

Through ceting in dumay I can communicate with him, from there I know if his wife threatened to take his son away, of course as a father he could not choose between love and child. And I try hard even though I'm vulnerable.I spent my days tearfully imagining life without him. And again my escape is cyberspace. Facebook, twitter, tagged and many more my social account on the internet became my place to pour out my heart.

In that long sadness I became acquainted with Satria, he was a knight in my life, he offered friendship, always trying to be there for me, where I cried as I remember Nur, he is now more than a friend who will struggle to knit beautiful wishes with me.

From Satria I know not all cowo dumay it's a jerk because I found it there, thank you mas already accept me what it is, always try to make me happy and now I do not need anymore dumay because I have you who will always accompany me.