Sweet promises tied to two fingers

This poem is suitable for us as victims of sweet or false promises from him who once stopped by our hearts.
Even so, we must continue to live passionately, even without him by our side anymore.

Stay strong, we are strong souls who will survive even though he leaves
We lie repeatedly
Say he wants to accompany
But, instead he leaves
I no longer believe
In every word wrapped in promises

How can you be so good at carving memories
Buried in my heart until disappointment comes
For some reason
Right now I can't trust new people anymore
Although, believing in me again with great emotion
Unfortunately my heart is frozen
Swallowing the sweet promises you gave

Afraid of the bitter story happening again
Just leave me like this
Until I find the cure myself
What is the meaning of the word promise
Bound by the link of two fingers
Then wrapped in sweet self-talk
As if the matter will be fulfilled later

In fact you can be thrown away with a string of keywords
Like useless goods
As if there is no value in it anymore
Killing those who wait a long time
Waiting without certainty is very suffocating.
Sometimes, we are lulled into sweet promises made by someone who has visited.

However, the sweet promise was just a lullaby of promises, now only tightness remains
Scavenge for hopes that never come together The waves of foam that bloom into one again

The tightness in the squeezed chest is getting more intense again
Like in the ocean that eradicates the smile of my qibla again
I pick up the pieces of my broken heart
Only a name floating on the lips of a trash heart Creating another dream that becomes a mirror of history again

Oh tired soul, go away!
I entrust my breath to my ocean again
The curses that I glorify become butterflies again
Keeping the sorrow of the contest for my departure The stones and sand of life that will be mute and deaf witnesses.