"Pick a Word, Paint a Story #09"

Am I a sinner?
Or am I wicked?

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Is it my crime to be a woman?
Wouldn't any of my wishes be fulfilled?
Will I not find true love in life? I don't know how many exams life needs from me. I greatly wish that life would have mercy on me. I also want true love.
When will these hollow and helpless relationships get rid of? I have heard that frustration is disbelief. And I am avoiding this infidelity from childhood. I don't want to be disappointed. I believe in God. There will be happiness in my life too. I will also fulfill all my dreams.

I am an illicit offspring, the only child of my mother. From childhood the word "illegitimate" was a abuse for me and my mother.

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Can you know my pain, who does not know her father's? she don't know who is the person that ruined her mother's life? My mother Dur e Nayab who lived a happy life. Dur e Nayab was also the only child of her parents. Whose every joy in life, every desire was fulfilled by her parents. Her parents worked very hard in the education and training of Nayab. This was the reason why Nayab was a good-hearted and obedient daughter. Nayyab never did anything that would hurt her parents' heart

Nayab's father used to support orphans and widows in a welfare institution. And in this work, Nayab always accompanied her father. Nayab also enjoyed spending time with these poor and destitute women. And she was very happy to help them. She was unaware that in the future she herself would be forced by time to take shelter with those whom she was happy to help.

Some difficulty's means ................ doesn't end
Rather it begins ................... a new life

Nayab was very good at studies and was always at the top of her class. She worked hard day and night to achieve her goals. Nayab's teachers and her friends and her parents were all proud of her ability. All the students in the class tried to spend time with Nayab. School, College, University, Everywhere Nayab had presented good results due to which her popularity increased immensely. Qasim, her class fellow also wanted to be friend with her.

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But Nayab only helps to the extent of friendship. If anyone needed any help in studies, she always helped everyone. But before that she had set some boundaries of her own, which she herself would not cross nor did she allow anyone to cross. But Qasim was a corrupt emirzada he feels no ashamed in befriending and flirting with everyone.

He was proud of the fact that girls used to line up at his cue. But Nayab was not fooled by him. Nayab knew her limits very well. She did not want to do anything that would embarrass her parents. Time passed and Nayab's education was completed. But Qasim did not stop chasing Nayab.
Nayab's parents arranged her marriage with their friend's son. And Nayab also happily accepted the decision of her parents. As the time of marriage was approaching, qasim started trying to harass Nayab in every way. He had made it his routine to send messages on his mobile phone and follow her wherever she went.

And the day was also came which turned out to be the worst day in history for Nayab. Nayab was ready to leave her parents' house and go to her in-laws. Tied in the beautiful bond of marriage, she was on a new journey with her husband with new wishes and hopes. Don't know when their car left its destination and went on a different route, both of them did not know. Ali's car driver was changed. Ali's car driver traded his faith for a few bucks. And put the lives of both Nayab and Ali in danger. And that driver took the car to Qasim by taking unknown routes.

Nayab's husband was also worried and tried to protect Nayab in every way, but the time was in Qasim's hands. Qasim had raped her in front of Nayab's husband. And destroyed his honor.

Qasim did not get peace even after destroying Nayab's honor. Eventually, he killed Nayab's husband and sent him to the valley of death. It was a fateful night that marked the joys of Nayab and her life forever. That night, Nayab had seen the funeral of her happiness coming out of her eyes. This terrible night was not only for Nayab, but also for the families of both of them.

When Nayab's father came to know about this incident, he didn't bear the shock and passed away from this world due to a heart attack. That night Nayab and her mother's world was destroyed, both widowed and left alone in this world.

From then till today, Nayab's condition has not improved. Nayab's mother tried her best to make her well somehow, and the effect of that terrible night can be erased from her mind. But she could not succeed. The only joy she could see on her daughter's face as she lived among these widows and destitute women but knew no one.

When she became pregnant, when she became a mother, when her daughter became young, Nayab had no idea. And to this day no one could find out who was the culprit of Nayab that night because no one else knew except Nayab. That terrible night had many secrets buried within it.

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Finally, Adan has just one question,
Am I a sinner?
Or am I wicked?

Do you want to say something.

Of these three words, I choose (night) to present my story. I hope @senehasa that you like my story.

I am inviting the following friends to the contest:
@wakeupkitty @jyoti-thelight @aminasafdar