What i am, i introduce myself.

I have already made a small introduction.
Today I wanted to return, because it is almost two years that I am registered in steemit and things have changed, not only, my first presentation was really poor, a list, I am, I do, I like ..
Today I want to make a presentation more introspective and even more motivational!
Presenting you what I am today and not the one I was two years ago.
I was a person much more stressed and unmotivated, it took me a long time to understand how much the life that condenses harms my health, both physical and mental.
I was convinced that life is reduced to all numbers and it seemed to me that I always had too few.
The numbers on my account, at work, on certificates, my age was still perceived by me as a problem or something negative.
I saw the approach of the thirty as an ax, I was twenty-eight years old and I thought I had not concluded any remarkable goal and above all of not being a "realized" person.

The beauty is that now I have many less "numbers" than before and yet for the first time in seven years now I feel good, really good.

I fought, I believed that to be happy I would have to own many things, I thought a lot about what was expected of me, that I wanted a certain kind of work, a family, a "kind of life".
The kind of life I understood at my expense did not suit me at all.
I did a job that I hated, I was in a relationship that cut me and stole my energy and the worst was that I was trapped in my mind, which in recent years has been revealed more enemy than friend.

I still did not understand that we can change and that we say "mins is liar ".

I still quarrel but I started a good rhythm with an important part of myself, with what I am.

Quoting the movie "The positive side".

There will always be a part of me that is smeared and dirty, but I like it, like all the other parts of me. I can forgive. Can you say the same about you, asshole?

What I am is not always perfect, it is almost never perfect.
What I am has a head full of ideas and dreams that often struggle to achieve because distracted.
What I am is a woman who sometimes feels too old, others too young.
I am the one who poses a thousand doubts, who hates the banality of those who feel superior because they do not understand the beauty of simplicity.
I am the one who loves reading in front of the fireplace and starts three or four books together, because I like to live more stories and read according to my mood.
I am the lunatic like few, but I am also the one that realizes when the mood fluctuates and controls unjustified nervousness.
What I am is a person who loves to change appearance, tricks and clothes, not because he does not have a defined personality but because he has many and he likes almost all of them.
What I am is not the perfect housewife is what the children call Noemhitler, but then they always want to come visit me.
What I am is still at the mercy of insecurities and fears, but also knows that they are only mine and that as I have created them I can sooner or later destroy them.
I am the one who hates violence but who does not hesitate to get angry at an injustice, I do not shut up, I do not care.
I'm the one who cares too much, in fact I like Santa Rita, protector of the causes lost because I identify with each other.
I am the one who also knows when to lose and when to surrender is better than to fight, because some windmills are better to let them turn than trying to stop them.
I am what I am and I hope this place is useful to understand me even better and to draw out from me potential that I still do not know.