For my sister

This letter is for you and no one else,

I know our relationship is not the best,e moon and back, it might not always seem like it

We fight like cats and dogs,

As a family we have been through some ups and downs together,

I am sorry for putting you in positions where you were to young to understand,

I am sorry for you having to see me at my worst,

And when I take my anger out at you,

I was not angry at you,

How could I be angry at you when all you ever did was love me,

I know you used to see me as a role model,

But I am not a role model,

Since you are reading this when you are old enough to understand,

I want you to be better than I ever was,

I love you to the moon and back,

Even though i don't always show it,

I do.