May 5, 2018 - Day 2 of My #Ulog - A Day Full Of Anger and Hate and How I Dealt With It

Wow I was surprised and happy when @surpassinggoogle featured my #ulog and those of some of my SD family - #steemitdiversify family. Even if we are small but we are united and supporting each other.

I had planned to make my #ulogs at night after the day but then I realized that I could make it in the morning and tell the story of my day, what transpired the day before.

Yesterday my day started out good. There was a problem in one of my groups yesterday that I thought was settled. So I went on with my day. Things seemed good I made my first #ulog and was happy with the results so I shared with my group.

I have no picture to show how I felt so I drew my feelings and took a picture. My good mood was shattered when I read a comment from my classmate, the one who started the problem in the first place. She posted that I was childish, vindictive and bad when she thought I was good. Then trying to appease me she said that it was because my mind was poisoned. I am not perfect but I do my best not to hurt anyone.

The feeling that you want to shout, get angry, hit something (or someone) was so intense I had to write a rebuttal but in a calm way as I could. I tried to play games but what helped me was receiving messages from good friends backing me up because they knew the whole story. I also got calls. It was a really hot and humid day and it was bad for me if my blood pressure went up. I had to calm down. The reassuring and positive comments from friends helped.

I was so mad she ruined my day but with good friends, they can make a change for the better.

Before getting ready to sleep I got a message from @lovenfreedom. We had a #steemgig to be done. She made a post about it : https://steemit.com/steemgigs/@lovenfreedom/steemgigs-request-for-purpledaisy57-english-tagalog-to-ilonggo
The agreement was she makes the post and I upvote and deliver my promise. She had a short paragraph to translate so started it. I am not perfect so I had Jay's grade 10 daughter check it with me. We kept reading it over and over till we we satisfied. Having an OCD behavior, I asked another person my manicurist to check again with me. Haha we found some small changes. Now I can voice tape it and send the written translation too later today.

I can say the bast part when we were chatting was when she said she got me my refrigerator magnet, in fact she said she got me all 50 states plus Washintogn DC and Puerto Rico. I t was the best feeling ever, it erased all the bad feelings and anger I felt. But on a sad note , they had to cancel their trip to the Philippines for some unforeseen circumstances but she will send me the refrigerator magnets.

Wow all 50 states plus Washington DC. I was able to sleep well and calm. Woke up this morning in a good mood. Will #ulog about it tomorrow morning again.

Love this #ulog daily. like making a journal of your daily activities. More power @surpassinggoogle.

Picture is mine and sent to me from @lovenfreedom

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