Demand
I am overcome with absolute despair and dead time. Wait provokes quiet minds, hope. As for me, I no longer can. I hated this doctor and every second I am fed up with the failure of the next stage. I do not know did not take all this time with each case. I think I'm going to be a bone doctor and perhaps a dentist. .
At first I was quiet. I do not move. One of my cobblers picked up my silence and responded to talk about me and perhaps to treat his diseases with the utmost pugilism. I do not need to look at her, but my ears pick up her dumb stupid words against my nose.
I began my fingers in protest, followed by my men, my nails almost coming out of my jaw and the movement of my eyelashes faster than a teardrop. I only look at one point, on the ground. The most needed thing for a depressed person to rush the decision to commit suicide is to be surrounded by idiots. Diagnose and analyze it. This, which we are fortunate to dismiss, plays the role of the head of the family and the jurist. The doctor intervenes immediately and states the state of emergency wisely. He is the only one who sees that our fire will come out of the chair in front of him and will burn all his office (why did you live with me?) What do you know about my life? His intervention aroused me and I was surprised that I was interested in him. "Mr. Brahimi" poured snow on my stomach, I was desperate for him. My companion was expelled with all pleasure after convincing them that it would be better to listen to me alone. The problem might be away from the head. Is this a sympathetic doctor? ? The state doctor? ? A philosopher or a true believer? unbelievable . .
_ What is your structure?
_ I would like to be alone.
What do you mean alone? . ?
_ the whole world . I would like to keep the whole world away from me.
_ I did not come here I am the head doctor. . ?
_ Sister does not hold me, especially the back of my head.
_ Crying a lot is not it?
My answer was crying, but it was a different cry. I felt I was breathing well, and I wanted to live here in this office. Maybe because I felt that for the first time I would come across those who would do justice to me and throw away the crimes of the world away from me. He could not go into details or need them. It has expertise and competence.
_ do you have friends ?
_ I no longer need them. No one can help me.
(No one can help you, this is the satanic idea that the disease has in your brain so that it will overwhelm you and plunge you into your loneliness, so you will decide that your life is settled and you will be fine alone.) So I felt better and calmer the more I was alone. To complete the rest of your life inside a hot bath room that has no oxygen and fuses inside it waiting for death).
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The doctor began to open the envelope which was not very important to me. I did not feel any fear. On the contrary, I wished there was something in my head to pull him out of my situation, or write to me what was written. After previewing the result of the CT scan, my head is intact. .
I wanted to leave my friend's office. A friend took it and I realized that for him I was just a case number that would soon be forgotten. But I felt like I'd gotten rid of a lot of my weight. I was the only one who trusted that he could help me. Donna for all the doctors you feel that you are the patient of his choice, to the extent perhaps forget perhaps and not that there is a queue of cases waiting for him. He would give everyone his right, and he would begin with brief and professional psychological help. It is like teaching forty students and achieving all their learning goals, successfully, for all, without exclusion. This requires a doctor and our body is mostly ill, but the mercy of my Lord.
I objected to my last step with a heavy or mild sentence. It was a double-edged sword. Advice and warning. .
_ My daughter ! S please! Your head is smooth as a piece of silver. But you should take care of it. Have you read about head tumor? ? look for him . .
His farewell to me was like a mine or a gift I did not know (I was about to get out okay from him and even the head pain stopped temporarily). I explained to him that the neurologist was not in my plans and would not go to him. When he tried to convince me that the mood stabilizers I reject may be the left of my options until I forget my head boiling and thinner, and when I told him frankly that my status as a mother and school does not allow me to enter the world of sleep and leave everything.
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As if he did not give in to my club and play his last paper as a "human" who saves the life of a man who knows well that she is in danger. .
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