Great idea by @lonistellina starting this hashtag. I think this is a great idea ...
... for us to know eachother a little bit more. So I have decided to do something that is difficult for me. And open up. Get ready for the rollercoaster. Some of this stuff I never spoke about it online before. Here we go.
In my teenager years I have suffered of mild depression due to lack of self love, self confidence and other personal problems. I was bulimic and that was my way to deal with it. I think that is something that will always stay with me and that I have to deal for the rest of my life. Thankfully, I almost never relapse and when I do, are single events and not continuous.
I struggle with making emotional connections with People because I have built walls around me. I am very fragile and been hurt over and over again. So I don't suffer I prefer to be alone and isolated instead of allowing people in my life.
I have never felt I was worthy of being happy. Still need to find the reason why. Still working on that. But in the end I am okay not being okay and maybe that's why I can't achieve my full potential. Because I feel I don't deserve.
I know all of it might sound really negative but I decided that I wanted to share something with You all that You haven't known yet. And because I'm an open book this dark, deepest facts were the ones I can come up with. Also, they are not negative for me, not anymore because I have worked out some of them and I am working on the others.
And here it is #my3facts now You know more about me. Thank you for allowing me to share this with You.
Thanks for opening up and sharing with us! You definitely deserve to be happy and enjoy all that life has to offer my friend 👍❤️💋
Thank You. I'll keep trying my best. ❤
Thanks for being so vulnerable and sharing 3 facts that are so personal! You are worthy of happiness and I’m sure that your mental health and self-esteem will continue to grow stronger 💪
Well I guess if I really want to make a difference and maybe help others I have to open up more.
😄 yeah nice idea!!
Jump on it and share it as well on twitter tagging appics. Let's see if we can get some buzz around it
Thanks for sharing Sergio and thx for just being yourself. It ain’t always easy...💙
You're welcome. This is the first time I really talk this deep about it in public. Only a couple of people knew about it until this day.
you all make me so proud🙏💕
Thanks for this great idea :)
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Thanks for sharing 😊 This is opening up and finding ourselves.. and you are very courageous to share this with us! i am pleased to have a buddy like you here on Appics!
Aww thank You. I feel that I am at that point where I will only be able to help someone else that might night if I finally get the courage to be totally vulnerable myself. And I feel that I can do that now without being a negative thing for me. :)
That's amazing 😊
Thank you for sharing that with us! that was really personal 🙏🏼 I never would have thought from how I got to know you! Takes a lot of courage to open up like that and I think just for that you can be really proud because you are setting a great example for others who might struggle with talking openly about it. 🙌🏼❤️
Yeah. All my life even if I know who I am for others I am always just a bunch of assumptions. I am used to that and it doesn't affect me as much anymore. But i guess is time to tell people they are wrong when someone assume something about me that is not right. I think I am ready.
You deserve to be happy Man! This was some touchy post! Hit a nerve! I say again, You deserve to be happy!
Awwe thank You so much for this nice words. They really mean a lot. It is just sometimes our brain don't want to learn them.
Yeaa! Our brain can be stubborn.