Every time (this isn't the first :D) you write your heart out on your disappointment for Steem and its (lacking/diminishing) community you get quite a few awesome comments - so you are doing something good, as engagement is indeed lacking, but these people care enough to support/motivate/share with you.

This is not anything more than me sharing an observation :-)

I hate to see you being so awesome and feeling so neglected. I can't take that away for you. I hate it though. I'm very sure if we can have better interfaces and simpler ways of connecting that aren't about money/Steem constantly we could have more fun like with your fitness challenges. I'm hoping that day will come and I can get you back <3