Sensing

Deep down sensing the utmost urgency,
I wasn't there, I could be there, but I wasn't.
There are unanswered prayers and there
are prayers waiting to be answered
in their deepest soul that awaits
the murmuring feeling, unheard, muffled
I, sensing it will come, no, no today,
maybe, just maybe the coming days.
Didn't you notice, being there doesn't mean
your thoughts are there, your vibrations are there,
there are things that aren't there that you mostly missed,
in an awful muted screaming in the night.

How I wish I prayed tonight with you.