This Dead Feeling!!

This life is so difficult to live in,
This pain of being hurt, kills the inner me each and every time.
I feel dead, I feel numb;
I wish I could feel Nothing.
Everything that hurts me, I can't just let it go; well, all I can do is just go with the flow.
Everything that breaks me down, eventually makes me feel dead.
I feel so lost, at times I wish I shouldn't have given all of me to the ones who never deserved me.
Yet feeling lost is so feeling dead.