My Bitterest Pill Story: My Biggest Failure in Work and Gardening 2025-2026

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My Bitterest Pill Story: My Biggest Failure in Work and Gardening 2025-2026

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Today, I'll share a little about my daily work and gardening story. It's certainly not easy to write a story, and sometimes not all readers will readily believe it. However, I'm telling this story of my daily work and gardening story as I journey along, and my breath is starting to weaken as I endure everything I experience. I've tried many things, always stopping at the end of the road and time. The limitations of the end we seek are always the hardest and last obstacle to be told. So, it's not surprising to see someone lying there with a tired face and no longer having the enthusiasm to do anything.

This is my final story about gardening, and by the end of January 2026, I will be looking for another solution to rekindle my enthusiasm, which has been waning throughout the day. Hoping for success doesn't mean I've given up now. My enthusiasm and perseverance always override the limitations of aging. What I value most now is my health. With SPIRIT and HEALTH, I can still write and take photos, which I share on steemit.com.

Initially, due to limited land, I planted seedlings in the garden area, adjacent to my current garden, which is on the land of a coffee shop and a PC repair shop. I tried renting a small piece of land adjacent to mine so I could plant bananas a couple of weeks ago. I also told someone on Steemit about it, and they were very happy.

I started clearing other people's land for banana planting, and I did it happily and enthusiastically. I hoped that this year, with banana plants, I could generate income from the rented garden by sharing the banana harvest with the owner. My enthusiasm wasn't just for ordinary enthusiasm; I wanted to be able to produce and grow a large banana harvest. So, I also cleaned other people's gardens. As you can see, their gardens, which were once full of wild bushes, are now clean. I did it with just mineral water and snacks, which I consumed in the garden area.

I buy banana seeds little by little, some I buy 1 or 10 bananas in a week with varying prices, some are priced at IDR 2,500, - and some are priced at IDR 4,500. This price depends on the seller, by buying the last banana seeds at IDR 4,500, - as many as 130 banana tree seedlings. I am targeting 1000 initial planting trees. I have paid off 130 banana trees. The costs I set aside from snacks and smoking costs in my daily life. So the total banana seeds that I have planted on other people's land are 200 banana trees, and in my own area as many as 50 trees with close planting distances.

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I buy banana seeds little by little, some I buy 1 or 10 bananas in a week with varying prices, some are priced at IDR 2,500, - and some are priced at IDR 4,500. This price depends on the seller, by buying the last banana seeds at IDR 4,500, - as many as 130 banana tree seedlings. I am targeting 1000 initial planting trees. I have paid off 130 banana trees. The costs I set aside from snacks and smoking costs in my daily life. So the total banana seeds that I have planted on other people's land are 200 banana trees, and in my own area as many as 50 trees with close planting distances.

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Bitter News Statement

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Another reality has come. After I cleared the land and was about to turn it into a Planting Banana Trees in 2026, I heard news from the owner that the land I cleared was in the process of being sold. My initially enthusiastic heart has now softened like ice slowly melting throughout the day.

The bitter news was almost unbearable. Imagine, just a week after planting, the news came that made me so stressed. The garden I had cleaned was up for sale. In an instant, my dreams were gone, carried away by the dust that stuck to my hair while cleaning the area of ​​the garden that the owner wanted to sell. I felt like I didn't want to live or garden anymore.

I now realize that working hard on someone else's land will have lifelong consequences if you're pursuing success. The fatigue and physical effort may be understandable, but the costs I've incurred are completely insurmountable.

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1) . 200 Cocoa Tree Seedlings

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2) . 100 Clove Tree Seedlings

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3) . Chili Tree

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The chili plants that had begun to flower and produce chilies had to be sacrificed and uprooted. What should I do? I'd tried various methods to grow these chili plants, but when the chilies began to emerge, waiting for harvest time, I was forced to uproot them. This was because there was no agreement with the landowner, who refused to compensate for of the chilies. In 2025, I purchased 600 chili seedlings for 600,000 rupiah. Of course, I wanted to succeed and achieve results, but in reality, that story is now just a distant memory.

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4) . 90 Banana Tree Seedlings

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What really touched and hurt me, both mentally and physically, was point 3 and 4 above. After planting and cleaning, you can imagine, what should you do if this happens in your life,,,,?

You can see that the banana tree has started to grow. However, with a heavy heart, I have to pull it out with tears and sweat now, because of the uncertainty of payment for the seeds from the plantation owner, I have to pull it out one by one and bring it back to my own plantation, behind the WOX shop which already has the land ownership document.

Having spent money in installments since 2025 on planning a banana plantation, I've already spent a total of IDR 25,000,000, for 1 year, not to mention daily expenses like fuel, and my previous vehicle, which kept breaking down and going to the repair shop. In reality, at the end and beginning of 2026, I had to swallow a very bitter pill: "BIGGEST ERROR ."

Very Painful News January 23, 2026, I now decorate it as the beginning that I have to think harder for my success this year, never give up, by having a little of my Never Give Up Spirit in achieving my success this year, I will continue to fight until my breath stops in my final rest.

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Everything has happened, and I have nothing to think about anymore, not the capital I've lost or the losses I've experienced, because everything I've done has become a destiny in my own life, which I've expressed in this blog post.

My sincere complaint is not a story, but as a friend in the virtual world, let my experience be a lesson from the biggest mistake.

I need to calm down for a moment and prepare my energy tomorrow to uproot the banana trees I have planted and move all the seedlings to my own land.

This happened because it was all my fault
@sultan-aceh

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