Shine a light
When my mind is a mess, this is s shot that often arrives. It is taken in an abandoned matchstick factory that has been turned into a canvas for graffiti artists and a home for their rusting cans. The interesting thing is that it will be transformed into an early childhood education center in the not too distant future which is funny to imagine considering the current state.
Maybe this adds to the draw for me as a discontent mind does not need stay so, it can be cleansed, healed, refreshed and made near new again if given the right care. What that care is may be unique for most individuals but one thing is common, it does not heal itself. Much like this building, a crumbling mind needs renovation and rejuvenation, space to consider, consolidate and reinforce the platform to grow once again.
Tonight, my mind is frustrated and struggling to get out what it wants to get out, fighting for the words that normally flow. It isn't that they aren't there but the words that come are not the ones it means to say. Much like in a heated argument, once the words are out, they cannot be drawn back in and if those words are damaging, the damage may be permanent.
The clutter is there, it needs to be investigated and sorted but to do so, light must find its way in. The sun is rising but my body is not ready to receive it.
Goodnight.
Taraz
[ a Steem original ]

I really enjoy remaking the old and trashed into something new and useful. But I don't always enjoy the process. Empathy to you.
@tarazkp You need to slow down, free your mind of things that worry you. Your neurons are overwork.(",)
I just read where one of our witness "jerry" is starting his own coin under the BS that it will help Steemit . this is a witness , jesus
one can never take back words once spoken . you can apologize , restate it in a different manner but never undo it . Words have power
Come on don't you want some Jerry coin? :))
@phoneinf LOL
yes I got my tent sleeping bag and will wait until the store opens so I can be the first in line .
That's one of our witness .
If people had a brain they would be dangerous
Crazy people has always run the planet ;)
Maybe you have to relax a little. Play with your daughter or just stare at her. She should be a source of peace for you.
The mind is like a child, sometimes it can be controlled and others as it happens to you today is crazy, scattered, uneasy.
The best thing you can do is rest, wait for everything to calm down and you will see that the results are impressive.
Everything that is bad or damage can be made whole and better again , be it our past life mistakes or a bad habits , can be renewed with the right mindset and altitudinal changes. Only if we are truly ready for that positive changes to happen in our life
I hear you bud. I'm remodeling the attic myself and dammit there is a lot of junk I need to clear out before I can even see the floor, left alone open a window to let in soe light.
Oh friend strong words ... I hope your mind, soul and heart reach that perfect point where everything finds the necessary balance.
you are absolutely right. we should remain our mind free from any fear,tension or harrassment.
Hi Taraz. I know these things bug you but there is little we can all do right now. Things will change for the better. One has to just be positive and stick to the course. If that mess can be fixed into some useful space for kids then this place can be sorted as well. Nothing is impossible.