IF I LOSE MYSELF I LOSE IT ALL
It will be self deceit to claim I'm not aware of the fact that I've gradually getting on my marks, getting set and ready to go on this rat race of life, I'm on track.
I'm not trying to justify myself and my actions in anyway but at this age and in this current age this thoughts and expectations begin to weigh itself on you and it is only foolish to pretend there's no reality of tomorrow and a future. A future, a bright future is all we seek.
Last year of the university, where do I go from here? What do I do after now? How do I go about what I want to do?
The questions and many more keep me awake many nights, planning survival schemes to break out of my quantum, it has to only get better.
Of course I do know tomorrow is not worth worrying about and it will eventually fix itself but it's easier said than done.
I have to move the rock, life will take care of what is left after me.
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I'm far gone, been running this race long enough and i can't back off now, not until I grab a trophy. But I hope i remain wise enough to remember that I'm the ultimate trophy and if I lose myself then I lose it all
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