WHY I DID NOT COMMIT SUICIDE

Whatever wants you to commit suicide is not of God. I know the world is toxic and mean. Please don't consider suicide. I have contemplated it a couple of times but God helped me.

He can help you too. It is in those moments of despair and worthlessness that God helps your humanity if you invite Him.

First, during my undergraduate days precisely in my 3rd year in Pharmacy school during the traditional ASUU strike. Life was hard, I was practically homeless as I did not want to go back home to constitute a burden to my already troubled mother.

That woman try sha

I put up with a friend Mattello Felix Jnr II which I later left after some time. Thank you, brother. A lot happened, I slept countless times in a tricycle. How bad can it get?

Nobody knew what I was going through. Still putting up a smiling face yet dying inside.

So many thoughts of how to end it right there and that minute but, I summed up the courage to ask for superior help and assistance.

I asked God for help, He can hear you even in your lowly state.

He still hears people even Now.

Don't consider it. That cruel voice encouraging you to end is not of God.

Don't consider it.

I will tell you more someday.