While a lot of people will see me as just another piece of nice flesh, please note that "I'm sexy and I know it" :)

But you should know I'm much more than that and I hope that time on this network will prove that.

My life practically started 3 years ago when my ex husband decided to move away from his parents and grandparents house. The time spent there was the second worse experience I've ever had. But about that, a little bit later.

Waking Up

Imagine your worst experience in life, even after you grow up to be a teenager, to be your birth. Once I happened to arrive in my family, practically my person siezed to exist before existing. I was part of a contrite family and if you do not know what that is I envy you. I was sent to be part of God's flock without my permission. A contrite is that person that takes the word of the Bible a little to serious. It is a closed society that in Romania gathers a lot of adepts and though it is not a different religion theoretically, practically makes you a willing victim of christianity.
My family was totally into it and it dragged me and my brother and sisters in a system that deteriorated our natural freedom.

That's me before my ex husband managed to "steal" me from my family and drag me out of that religious slump, a life that never brought me anything good. Of course, for my family I became the black sheep from that moment on. For that aspect I will always be in debt to him as he took a long time to convince me to accept that the whole meaning of life is different from the one I was instructed to believe.

Imagine that at that moment I never listened to a song of M.J. and that's just sad, now that I think about it.

6 years in Purgatory

Once I left my family I got into another creepy and sick one.
My ex husband took me into his grandparents' house. In that house we were 6, together with his parents. Later, my son came so we became 7. The fact that it was crowded was the least of my problems as I was used to leaving like this from my family. I have never dreamed of living a luxurious life or anything better than having food to put on the table and heat during the winter so I never made any comment on that. Moreover, my education included bowing my head and never complaining, especially in front of my husband.
Living in uncertainty and fear became part of my daily life as my ex husband's grandparents were totally loonatics. I mean there were times when I thought my guy would kill them and because of that my life would be over as he would go to jail and I would have had to go back home, where my life would be much worse than the one I left behind.
2 years later my son came and my priorities, mentality and courage changed. I started to become self-conscious of myself and of what I can do. After all I gave birth to a life and I knew that God had nothing to do with it. God was not there for me when I was suffering, God was not in bed with me when I got pregnant and he clearly was not near me when I had my C-Section that nearly killed me. I believe God was beside me only the day I stopped being afraid of life.
During all this time I was receiving a new education and regaining my freedom. Still I was leading a sick life in which I was not even getting out of our room until my ex husband was coming back from work. I didn't want to connect to people that were considering me inferior, that were not allowing me to use the house facilities as their equal and that were seeing me as the person I used to be.
Soon after, we left and manged to move to a small flat where me and my son are still living. But he is not anymore. About that, in another post.

In time I have learned to have fun, I have learned to love life and to enjoy it every moment like there is no tomorrow...because it might not be. I discovered that I have an artistic soul, a critical eye and a steady hand. I started with my smartphone and now I take pictures as a professional event photgrapher. I also like taking pictures of myself because, excuse my false modesty, everything that is beautiful deserves to be immortalised :)

I also own a DJI Mavic drone and I'm not afraid to use it. I participate in all sorts of photography and videography projects. I'm a travel enthusiast and I like to search for beautiful places all the time. I'm in love with the sun but I also enjoy snow so expect to see me in all sorts of weather environments, taking pictures, flying my drone.

There was a moment in my life when I decided I will not move with the flock and always look for alternatives. I like retreated souls, that do not speak a lot and that are not pursuading you into taking their beliefs.

The only saint I know is my son and the only devil I've met it's my ex husband (and I'm not saying that the devil doesn't have his great components of which I took advantage at the right moment - after all, the devil was an angel too).

I hope you'll accept me in your community and I hope that I'll make a good impression.
See u around :)