[POWERING UP] I always wanted to be a dolphin! Didn't know I will become a SPACE DOLPHIN :)

YO yo yo!

Lately, I'm having battles with my health and I still don't know what's going on so I am going on massages, eating healthy as never before, going to doctors, trying to sleep well and in general, trying to get my health back. It's probably because of the stress, not sleeping and eating properly for the last 10 years but I'm determined to change how I live.

It seems that I have to hit rock bottom to realize how I feel and how I live, but here I am, deciding that I will change my ways and care more about myself. That's why you can probably see that I'm a bit less active on our lovely STEEM Blockchain. This is only because of my health and 'cause I am hypochondriac so I think that all the worst things are happening to me right now since doctors still don't know the real cause. I'm not leaving or anything close to that thinking.

Today, I went to give a sample of my blood and tomorrow I need to do 2 more things to see what's going on so I hope everything will be cool. I bought a lot of fruit and vitamins and I even bought cannabis tea and seeds to help me with my sleep. As I stopped smoking weed, I am having some troubles to fall asleep. And when I do, I am having really bad dreams and waking up with my heart pumping like crazy from the fear caused by my dream, ugh...

I'm just trying everything to get me back on track so I can come to you and continue to do the curation in a fabulous manner xD

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In all these crazy situations and everything that's happening to me now, I wanted to treat myself a bit so I bought 200 STEEM with USD and I'm powering it up so that I can become a dolphin...

...not just a dolphin...

...A SPACE DOLPHIN! :D

Yeah you heard me right :D If you ask me what I want to be in the next life (if there's any), I will tell you in a second that I want to be a dolphin. These creatures found the meaning of life haha

I heard once that humans think they are the smartest beings on planet earth because of all of the things we can do, like going to space, build bridges, ...., everything. But dolphins are swimming in the sea, communicating, having fun and sex.

So, you tell me who is smarter here? ;) Think about it... I'll go with dolphins! Fuck stress btw!

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That being said, I was collecting my Steem for this situation and didn't power it up just so that when I power up, I become a dolphin. I needed some excitement and motivation so I did it this way and I must tell you, it sure is exciting and motivational.

I joined Steem Blockchain last year in January but it took me 2 months to realize what's going on. Thanks to some people from my country, we helped each other by trying to be the best Steemians. Some of them left, some left and then came back but I don't mind.

I am now less focusing on semi-Steemians because I am realizing that I have some influence on this blockchain. By influence, I don't mean that my posts are earning better, even tho' they are, logically. I mean that now, I can help more people and communities who believe in Steem and who are fighting to get us where we deserve to be!

Helping is my biggest motivation ever and I'm glad to be in the position to help others who are here for a lot of reasons, not just grab dat money and run to other blockchains, meh. I am curating for a couple of communities and without their help, I wouldn't be here where I am now.

I am not taking this slightly, I want to be responsible and not just go forward caring for my own ass, but I want to help others just like others helped me. I always realize that without small users, we would be shit. Literally, shit! That's why I want to help them become a minnow, dolphin and even more.

Sure, there were times where my motivation was down and I got stressed a lot. But what is life without a few downfalls that make you realize how lucky you are to be in one of the positions you're in? Cherish what you do and help others and believe me, we will go to the moon. Only our selfishness can sell our time into nothingness and then we'll realize how stupid we are. Don't let this happen and help others!

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For the end, thanks to everyone for making me a better Steemian, for giving me that chance to never power down and for making others and this blockchain better. We are here together, in the same boat, so let's do this for ourselves and future generations. Just think about what impact we're creating now and what can happen in the future. Let's give our kids the control of their lives and let them taste the freedom. THANK YOU!

Mr. Space Dolphin :)

LIVE AS IF YOU WERE TO DIE TOMORROW and LEARN AS YOU WERE TO LIVE FOREVER.

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