Hey guys, Happy New month.... So I wrote this poem, its really not my style poetry-wise, but I just needed to express something..... I'll let the poem explain itself

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Why am I speechless I ask
Is silence my punishment
How do I demystify what I feel

On the pages of my eyes
I wrote a hundred rhymes
But alas! My love was hard to convey

Colors have faded from me
Like the way time fades away
Although I look pale, the sweet melody from the Nightingale illuminates my soul
Two fates shattering
Even when we try gathering

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My heart beats like the drums of war
It thinks but still can't envisage how
The life I know without you is like a soulless heart
You're the reason I found a desire to live
Without minding what the future will give

Dealing with the rain with the rainbow as a trophy(You)
Alack! The world won but our love lost
I never envisioned we'll ever be separated
Listen to the feelings of love
Domicile inside my heart
Without me having to convey

O, Lord! tell me what lies our fate
I have no desire to hate...

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