How was my year? Wow! Where to start This was a difficult year for me. I got sick during the first trimester. Nothing serious, just a couple of emotional situations that led me to get sick. Fortunately, I was able to get out of them by correcting some thoughts and releasing.

This has been a year to learn to let go, to understand that there were things I could not control. It was not easy, there were moments of relapses, moments in which anger and sadness consumed me, but I discovered that I have the potential to heal and leave that cave, start walking through a tunnel that would lead me to find a solution. , A new perspective.

At that time, I had the company and the unconditional support of my family and my friends. They became my reason for moving on. My biggest motivation to be strong in this storm. Therefore, my 2019 began to improve, little by little, and I began to live one day at a time.

During this transit, I decided to return to Steemit, but this time I did not just write. This time, I approached other experiences: I met several Discord channels. A space totally unknown to me. I confess that at first I felt very afraid, but when I got to know the dynamics, I felt very good.

I started meeting other users. Wonderful, full of good ideas and always willing to help. Others, not so much, but I have the possibility of recognizing the type of people I want to be with and far from those who don't.

This 2019 allowed me to meet two users of the platform: @antoniarhuiz and @ mafalda2018. It turns out that we live in the same city and coincidentally (if there are any coincidences) our houses are very close. One thing led to another and we decided to meet. From that day until today, we have a very beautiful friendship and that is why they are part of the best of my 2019.

With my entry to the discord, I started a new adventure in my life: driving and moderating a program. Yes, as you read it, how did I get to that? No idea. I just got to that and that's it. Actually, I didn't look for it. Moreover, if they had asked me if I wanted to do that, immediately my answer would have been NO!

However, after listening to several programs, I talked with a friend of the platform of the different projects that walked and added value to our ecosystem and, between one thing and another, we decided to consider creating a program to promote these projects .

From this idea, my first (well, our first) program is born. We start with a lot of nervousness and uncertainty. This first program was a rise and fall of emotions. The cards were on the table and there was no going back. We start. Over time I realized that it was not an easy task. This required a lot of time and dedication and above all passion. In this sense, I must say that dedication and passion were not lacking and time we invented, literally. We have had ups and downs, but they have been overcome. We have a long way to go, but we are sure that everything will be fine.

Soon other opportunities arrived to moderate other programs with different objectives, coordinating other projects has allowed me to gain more experience and recognize the value of the organization and planning of all activities. Crucial issue, if I wanted to succeed in everyone.

Although there has been little time with this new opportunity, I try to learn everything I can, always looking to grow as a person and within this platform, so, this aspect is also part of the best of my 2019.

Definitely, I am pleasantly surprised to do something I would never have thought of my life to do and here I am enjoying the trip. I don't know what will come next, but I'll keep going, breathing and taking one step at a time.

Yes, it was a difficult year, but after all, the balance sheet reported more gains than losses. They say life will be as you want it to be. Then it is up to you to have the life you want.

Thanks!

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_{The separators and signatures were prepared by me at powerpoint.}