Me being a Lesbian
"Me, being a Lesbian"
There was never a point in my life that I came into this kind of situation. It started when I was on my first year in college. It was with peer pressure, and I've decided to become like this. Even when I was a little child, I was not into playing like dolls, or girly things!. I used to play toy guns, robots and etc. My Mom used to buy me stuff like dress. I wore it, but it was against my will. Just to make mom happy, so I did wore it.
I've been into a relationship with same sex, at first, I have no knowledge how to handle. It was just like a puppy love as they say. There was that feeling, that I cried, when the girl, decided to lay low and never came back. And then it happen, that there is this someone who loves me of who really I am, accept me, being a lesbian. It took a year and a half, but then our relationship fails. It was her father, who is against with our relationship. Even if it hurts, we decided to just end it. It took 1 year for me to heal the wounds. I am down that time, I feel like nobody cares.
I just wanna prove to everybody, and to the people around me that I can stand with what I've decided. I don't like being told what to do. I'm old enough to know what is right or wrong. It's not being sarcastic. Maybe others would say that, but this is me. On my childhood days, I was in grade two, when our father left us. Me and my siblings raised by my mother on her own. We where blessed enough to have her as our mother. That was the reason why I came to the point to become a lesbian. It is my will. My thought was, at that time, whenever I'll be into a relationship with a guy, I'm afraid that my situation would be like my father did to my mother.
Now, I do have my partner. By this time, I'm mature enough to handle our relationship. She loves me for the way I never leave her and I love her for the thousand secret ways she makes me stay. We often fight, but we ended up loving each other. We both are creating a foundation for building a love that last.
I am proud to say that I belong to the LGBT Community. Whatever the discrimination thrown to me, I just don't mind it. Instead, I continue with the journey in my life. Ups and downs, still going!
