Very interesting theory man, well worded and it gets you thinking, what if there is life after death? like right now im thinking what if psychosis is a glimpse of the afterlife and with the disease model of psychosis , what if the afterlife is pulling you towards it the more you see. the whole thing can be viewed spiritually, there is a thousands of years old tradition of psychosis sufferers being regarded as prophets and seers so i definitely think your on to something! keep up the good work