How surreal. I know this sounds crazy. I have wanted to have an experience like that, but I am afraid of losing control. I can drink myself silly and I still maintain control. I think it's because, I had lost control of my life at one point and I won't let it happen again. Thank you for sharing.
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We all walk our own path, so if you feel it's not the best thing for I'd think you are probably right, if you can't relinquish control you probably would be in for a rough ride on DMT.
I lost control of my life when I broke my back and became dependent on my wife for everything. I've also been pronounced dead in an ambulance before as well so losing control on DMT was probably easier for me than it would be for many.