我现在要去哪儿, my poem “Where do I go now” translated to English

I came to China to escape the prison
I want to escape from my life
Leave my pain
In China I found a new life
New friends to meet
Food to taste
But I found a new prison
A prison of red
I start to think
Maybe the prison doesn’t surround me
I don’t follow the prison
The prison does not follow me
Maybe the prison is within me